When I Met You | JK

||Chapter 32||

"Let them be them
Let us be us
Love is a maze damn
But you is amaze yeah"
_Lovs Maze

Everyday seems to be special to me and... it's just a feeling that I have never experienced before. It excites me and I seriously have never been excited to face a new day.
There is a smile on my face that doesn't want to fade away. I have been more cheerful and happy now a days as it is so obvious that.. of course is not at all possible to hide.
My dad knows about my.... you know my..... MY BOYFRIEND!!. My first love, my first crush, my first...kiss. It was magical and it seriously feels like I'm in my living fantasy world.

I never ever in my life imagined of have a boyfriend. I didn't even think boys will even approach me cause I am too much of a introvert person, never open up easily, always mind my own bussiness. But with him it was different we both had so much in common that I really loved spending time with him. And he never judges me that the thing I love the most about him.

The most hilorious part about me is that I always wanted a boyfriend like since when 1 was 10. I have never been desparate to have one but always wanted one. But I never used to really talk to boys. Because of me being in my own world and not much of a interactieve person, my classmates started to think that I have an attitude... like I still can't believe that I remember BOYS back bitching about me. I was really shocked. But since then I lost intrest in taking initiative for my personal life.
The surrounding aura really affects me and this is the thing I hate the worst in me. I always try to tell to myself that let people say what they want to but not let that affect you. I tried, I really tried to not give a shit about strangers opinion....but I can't. And I really want to change that.

Jungkook brought colours in my life that I never thought of seeing. He makes me feel special, loved, cared, cherished. He made me love myself.
He is 24/7 in my head I just can't get enough of him. His smile, his eyes, his beautiful adorable cute baby face it's just Amazing. He makes my heart flutter everytime I see him. The way he flirts with me and winks at me, smirks at me.... I sometimes really think, is he really the same Jungkook that can be as adorable as a baby? I still can't forget the first time he smirked at me I was literally left speechless. My mouth was open and my eyes were widened . He just kissed me and ran off.

It's not like I am an innocent person and don't think of Jungkook in.... hot and sexy way. I do! Of course I DO!
When ever I think of him sweaty, Shirtless, his Fucking jaw Oh my God it can seriously kill me.
When his body is against me when he kisses me, kisses me like it's the last. His soft lips against mine it's like heaven to me, words can't describe how amazing it feels. The neck kisses he give Oh my Fuck. How.. How can this boy make me go crazy for him, for his touch?
He is making me think and wanting me to do things like a sinner.
His soft and muscular hands touching me, making me forget about everything in the world just him and me.
I want to do everything with him like literally everything but.... I don't know if I'm ready. Cause this is a thing that I never imagined and never thought of.....
I think I am addicted to him.

Me and Jungkook at dating for 2  months now. And seriously these 2 months are the best months of my life. Experiencing new things. Getting to know him and seeing a total different side of him.
He can be adorable and hot as fuck at the same exact second.
The things that make me fall for him more are the small little cute things he does.. like scrunching his nose when he wrong about a particular thing and he knows it, pouting when he is annoyed, The little head thing he does when he is frustrated. And when he is jealous he is like a total demon. The looks in his eyes, poking his tongue in his cheeks. His body language says everything.
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It is after school we are heading together at my house to study as I am Still his math tutor. He has improved in math, even though his grades are up. Kind of proud of myself (≧▽≦). But he wants to carry on and I don't mind.
On our way to home. I have got comfortable by now of him holding my hands in school. He never want to let go of my hands. He is cherishing them with his thumb as he is holding them closer to his heart. He kisses my hands "I can do this forever" he says while looking into my eyes and keeps on kissing them. "Stop you are making them wet" I say laughing and taking my hands back but he pulls me close to him our faces just inches away "What have you done to me Y/N?" he says looking in my eyes and then at my lips. "What did I do?". "I get lost in those beautiful eyes of yours, those lips" he says while placing his thumb on them "those lips.... I get never get enough of them. I am crazy for you" he smiles "so crazy that you are the only thing I can think of".
"How can you be so romantic in middle of the road" I say while we both chuckle. "The world doesn't matters to me when I'm with my Girl" he says and places his lips against mine.
It was a slow, soft, and a kiss from heart. I can't resist him.

We reach home. It's not just my place anymore Jungkook is a part of it as he and my dad get along so well that sometimes dad calls Jungkook just to play video games with him. But seeing them bonding like this makes me happy. Even dad is happy about me dating him. It's the most relaxing thing that I don't have to hide anything from my parents...my dad to be specific.

When we enter the living room we see dad is watching TV we greet him and go upstairs. Get fresh and I take my books to sit next to him. He was just doodling on the page with 0% intrest to study. "Y/n.." "Hm?" I look at his pouty face. "Can we not study today... I'm really not it a mood"
"Okay" his face immediately lights up at my response "What do you want to do?" I ask him while putting the book aside.
"Let's play video games it's been soooo long" I smile at him jumping like a baby" "Hm okay"
As per his request we played video games not for too long though. "Aah... I don't want to play anymore" he says throwing the controller on bed. "We just started Jungkook" I say as he was lying down on bed. He suddenly get up "Let's watch a movie" he gets up and grabs the TV control device.
"Ok but I'll choose the movie" I say standing up.
"No! I'll choose"
"Give me the remote" I try to snatch it as he lift his hand up high.
"I am not giving it to you"
"Oh come on, just give it alread-" I suddenly loose my balance and fall on the bed but Jungkook falls on me as I was gripping his shirt.
I am all shocked, My brain stopped to function, my heart beating on a tremendous speed.
His eyes glued on me it seems he is also trying to process.

We both fell in such a weird position. He is between my legs as his body is hoaved over mine. I am traped between his arms. I..... I can feel... I Can FUCKING FEEL HIS DICK through his pants which are touching my core. Thank God I am not wearing skirt. We were just staring at each other until he lean in for a kiss. This kiss is not the same one that we had on the way home. This is way too steamy, passionate and but yet gentle.
He started to press his body against mine and deepening the kiss making me moan in between. He moves from my lips to my jaw. It like my body has lost control over his touch.
He starts to kiss my neck as soft moan leaves my mouth. My hands travel as the back of neck to his hair and playing with them.
His hands travel down my thighs and he generally squishes them. As it reaches under the shirt travelling up to my breast, But at that very exact moment....
Dad enters the room his eyes widen up like a bulb.
We quickly react as Jungkook runs and grabs his bag to pack his books up while I start to place the controllers back to their places.
"Door open Guys" he says and leaves by observing us.
This is so embarrassing I can't believe dad saw that, How am I suppose to face him now. I mentally scream at myself.
While I look at Jungkook he is red as a monkeys butt. "Jungkook?"
"Yeah?" he answers without looking at me. "Are you alright?"
"Ahm" I can clearly see he's feeling soo akward to even look at me.
"I'll leave now, See you tomorrow" he says while putting his backpack around his shoulder. But then he finally look at me. We always hug each other before leaving.
He was so confused at the moment whether to hug me or not, He lean for a hug but doesn't hug but then he again leans in but doesn't so I just hold him and hug him tightly before leaving him. We walked downstairs together and clearly dad glaze is stuck on us.
Jungkook bows to him and he leaves as soon as possible but before leaving he gives a peak on my checks in the doorway where dad cannot see us. "I'm sorry for putting you in this awkward situation" he whispers. "Don't worry, message me when you reach home" I peak him back and he leaves.

I ran to my room as fast as possible to avoid any conversation with dad at the moment.
But I still can't get the things that just happed few minutes ago. It felt like a dream. I smirk to myself on my way to the bedroom.