When I Met You | JK

||Chapter 23||

" If this moment passes as though it hasn't happened I'm scared I'll lose you" _ Butterfly

I see him, all of him. And the smile that appears on his face. It's as if I was always waiting for him. As if I'm incomplete without him. He's far away there but his eyes are on me. He's looking amazing in that leather jacket and boots.

But suddenly I come to this realization that I'm not his. He doesn't see me that way. He doesn't love me. But at that moment I realize how much I love him. Yes, I love him. Maybe I've loved him all along, just never understood this simple logic. "Y/N are you listening? " I take my eyes off Jungkook and focus on the guy that's standing in front of me. "I'm sorry, what'd you say? "

" You're not enjoying the disco night? " Namjoon's looks at me. " I uh- no I totally am...woah! " "It doesn't seem so. See I know you how you're feeling. Trust me I've been there but you can't show it on your face Y/N. You have to be strong. You did so well today morning and now you're all dull? The fact that he is getting jealous means that this is affecting him. We're almost there, so hang in there Okay? " He tries to console me when I almost tear up but I don't. He's right I have to hang in there. I have to be strong! " SO LET'S ENJOY AND MAKE HIM JEALOUS YEAH?! " " YUP" I shout back in the loud music. " That's the spirit"

The music keeps playing loudly in the background and we both just dance like dorks, as if there's no tomorrow. As if this is the only time we ever got to dance. We jump, let our bodies control us and let all the things going on flow away with the music. I no more look at Jungkook if he's seeing me or what he'll think of me when he sees me dancing like a damn monkey. As funny as it sounds. "FEEL BETTER?" "WHAT?" I shout not knowing what he said " I ASKED IF YOU'RE FEELING BETTER NOW? " "TOTALLY!!!!" " I'LL BRING SOME COKE. YOU WANT? " He asks me pointing at the drinks counter. "YEAH SURE" the moment he leaves I see Jungkook coming towards me. Oh god no not now. I just started to have fun. I almost totally forgot bout him. I don't wanna cry again. "SEEMS LIKE YOU HAVING LOTS OF FUN" he says. " WHY WOULDN'T I? AREN'T YOU HAVING FUN WITH YOUR LITTLE PUPPETS? " I say coolly. "LITTLE PUPPETS WHO?" He looks confused. What I meant by little puppets are the girls lingering around him. " I'M SORRY TO INTERRUPT BUT SHE'S MY DATE FOR TONIGHT SO COME TOMORROW " thankfully Namjoon interrupts the conversation and saves me from loosing my shit. "SO IF YOU MOVE" I see Jungkook clench he jaw and look at Namjoon as he was almost about to punch him in the face. I almost giggle at how Namjoon cut him off...Now that was savage. Jungkook walks away from the disco room.....and I don't see him for the rest of the night " YOU WERE MEAN THERE AND I MEAN IT AS A COMPLIMENT " I give him a high five. "IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOU I WOULD HAV-" "I STILL WOULD'T HAVE LET THAT HAPPENED SO NOW STOP TALKING, TAKE YOUR DRINK AND LET'S SHAKE IT" He shakes his butts. "EW YOU PERV!" we both laugh.

After almost 2 or even more hours of dancing continuously we both get tired and get out of the loud room to have dinner. We fill in our plates full till there's no more space left to put anything. We find a peaceful seat and start digging in. " It feels like my stomach is about to blast now " I talk with food in my mouth. "Me too" " But we surely can have 2 more cups of ice cream" I wink. " Didn't you like already have 3, plus you just said you your stomach is about to blast " He exclaims. " There's always space for ice cream haha " " where does it all go? " "Don't worry buddy, I'm full of surprises! I'll go get 2 more " "Yeah yeah as you please " He smiles.

On my way to the food counter, I see Jimin and Taehyung. "OMG where were you guys? I was missing you" I ask them. " We were right there but you didn't see us. I guess you were too busy with Namjoon." Jimin says without looking at me. "Jungkook was not feeling so well so we went early" Tae adds. "Wha-what happened? Is he sick? should I come? "

"HE"S NOT SICK, HE'S HUR-" Tae stops Jimin from saying any further by tapping his shoulder. "Um Y/N it's nothing serious don't worry...I'll call you" And just like that they leave me all puzzled.

"Did I do something wrong?" I ask Namjoon. My fingers not staying stable. " You did not do anything wrong...He needs to know what you felt, how you felt. What you're doing is nothing compared to what he did, so don't feel guilty" he holds my hands. "I-I know but,. . . . I don't wanna hurt him, I just......feel like I hurt Jimin too" "Listen, you have to let him know how it feels like when someone you're so close to starts to act like a stranger....I'm not forcing you but think about it..Now go and have rest, we'll talk tomorrow hmm? " he pulls me in a hug. "Thank you" "Anytime"

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I go to my room and just directly jump on the bed. After 1 hour or so I get a call from Taehyung.

Taehyung: Hey lovely lady!

Y/N: Hi handsome boy

Taehyung: I just wanted to ask you if you were okay but from your voice, I can clearly feel you're not.

Y/N: It's nothing. I'm just tired and need some good sleep but I'm not sleepy (nervous laugh)

Taehyung: Give me a chance to make up your mood!

Y/N: And how are you gonna do that? Aren't you angry with me?

Taehyung: Of course NOT....come down, let's sit in the fresh air and enjoy the night.

Y/N: Okay

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"Hello, Taehyung!" "Hey Y/N......So formal" He acts. " how's Jungkook?" "Oh screw Jungkook"

"Seriously? " we both giggle. "Let's sit" I hold his hand. "No let's lie down on the grass and just relax" He gives me the cutest box smile of his. "What!? No I'm not doing tha-" And before I could complete my sentence he pulls me down. " You are seriously crazy Taehyung" " So am I" He lifts his eyebrow. "wow! The sky looks amazing...I'm in loss of words" "I told you." "It's so cold tonight" I tell him still staring at the sky. "Come here" he pulls me closer in his arms. "You know Tae, at the beginning, I thought you were one of those typical popular guys who are always mean and are assholes but you are so different than what I thought. I'm so glad I met you. It's like I've got a little brother whose always there for me." "Stop...say no more...I'm getting emotional now " doesn't make eye contact. "you're not actually crying right?" I move his face towards me and of course he's crying. "Oh my poor baby! haha, see who came here to console me but who's crying himself" "I'm not crying okay, something went into my eyes" "You're so adorable" I try to control myself from being hypnotized by his cuteness. "I'm not adorable"

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"...........and then I tripped on the banana peeling" "stop stop I can't breathe" I hold my stomach and almost cry from laughing so much. "See I made you laugh." "oka-okay" I can't even speak. "woah.....calm down...I know I'm funny but I didn't know you'd won't stop at all. Do I need to call the ambulance? " "Oh god stop now!" "Okay I'll be serious now!" he makes a super serious face. "puff ha ha ha" "okay now seriously let's stop or else I don't know what to do if you won't stop"

"okay!#$#%* . . . but do I need to be worried? Like you know Jimin is pissed, Jungkook I don't know bout him and........ just that we're no more like we used to be" I ask him looking worried. "Nah don't bother....jimin is like that only....but he doesn't take things to heart..It's just that he cares too much for Jungkook. Anyone hurt jungkook has to go through Jimin first. You know they've built a very strong bond just like we have so don't worry and about Jungkook, he'll be fine in some time, he's not someone who'll give up this fast...actually never especially when it's about girls...Ummm girl" "is it?" "yes and now you are going back to your room and having a good sleep and be all energetic tomorrow" "As you say SIR .....night" "sweet dreams"