Gray (Jemily)

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"I'm going to kill him!" Emily shouted as she watched Alvin run his hands all over her wife's body. The worst part though, was seeing and hearing JJ cry yet also repeatedly looking into the camera and saying, 'turn it off.' JJ had no choice but to give in, not wanting her friends and wife to see what was going to happen just to save them from it.

"Emily, breathe," Frankie said and she glared at him.

"Don't tell me to breathe whenever my wife, my whole world, is God knows where about to get raped by the same man who caused her so much pain to begin with."

He just looked at her and didn't say a word, Rossi coming to the rescue and putting his hand on her shoulder. "Why don't you and I take a walk?"

Emily just looked over at him with blood shot eyes and nodded before letting him lead the way outside, feeling everyone's eyes on her.

"Can you trace it?" Korsak asked and Garcia shook her head.

"No, we can only watch. I'm not even getting several towers it's bouncing from which is pretty much impossible to do."

"So all we can do is watch?" Derek asked looking at the blonde.

"He wants is to watch," Spencer finally spoke up. "He only sent the link to us so he knows where we're at, but he doesn't want the rest of the world knowing or watching. He's playing us and we're just another one of his puzzle pieces. He has us right where he wants us; unable to do anything but watch as he tortures JJ."

Everyone looked at one another with sad expressions as they continued to watch, trying to find a way to locate and stop him.

Outside the building, Rossi and Emily slowly walked down the street of Boston, letting the cool fresh air brush against their faces.

"It's a nice day out, don't you think?" Rossi asked and Emily didn't answer him, too deep in her own thoughts to register what he was saying.

The man looked over at the woman, Emily nervously biting her fingernails as she walked along the sidewalk.

"What if we don't find her?" Emily's small voice asked and she looked up at the man with her tear stained cheeks. "What if we get there too late or we just never find her? Alvin's not worried about us, it's all about JJ. It always has been and it always will be. The only reason he sent us that link was to get inside her head as if he wasn't already in it."

"I couldn't imagine what you're going through with being a newlywed and her getting kidnapped, but she's also my friend who I've known for a decade and I'm just as scared. JJ doesn't need scared friends, right now; she needs her family to get through this and to find her." He rested his hand on her shoulder once more and gave it a small squeeze. "And when we find her, she'll need her family more than anything. She probably won't leave your room let alone your house, but she will need us. She'll need you and you'll just have to be patient with her."

"No offense, Rossi, but we've been through this before," Emily replied a little too harshly. "Two years ago. Alvin raped her two damn years ago and she still has nightmares. They're not every night like they use to be, but she still has them. There are days where all she can do is lay in bed, not able to even so much as walk down stairs to eat. I have to bring her food and even then it just sits on the beside table untouched." She was quick to wipe the falling tears away before continuing. "We've been through this before and she was finally able to be happy and unbothered. These last two weeks with her were the most precious two weeks of my life. I got to lay on the beach and watch her be carefree. I watched her laugh and smile and joke around like we were a normal couple who do anything else but chase after serial killers every other week. I watched as she never looked over her shoulder once. She wasn't scared of someone grabbing her from behind. She trusted me to protect her and now I can't do that. I can't protect the one thing in this world that means the most to me. Four times, Rossi. He raped her four times that day and she didn't even tell me. We could have stopped the first time he did it if we would have just went in there. I can't-"

She was hyperventilating now, Rossi moving to pull her into a hug much like Derek did.

"We couldn't go in there without risking the lives of the other three people in there- Reid included. She still trusts you, Emily," he said as he rubbed her back. "You're not the one who made her come here. Everything you've done was to protect her and she knows that. It's not going to be me, or Aaron, Derek, Spencer, Garcia, Jane, or Maura that she'll go to; it's going to be you. She'll want you to hold her and never let go. Nobody else can give her what she needs, only you. Nobody else can do the thing."

At the mention of the thing, Emily couldn't help but smile as she pulled back and wiped her tears. "Thank you, Rossi. And I'm sorry I yelled at you; I'm just scared."

"I know," he nodded. "We all are so what do you say we head back inside and see what's happening?"

The brunette nodded her head and they began their short walk back to BPD where they dreadfully went into the conference room where everyone else were at.

***

"As much as I would love to." Alvin said finally stepping away. "I have a friend who wants to try you out."

JJ looked up at him, her breathing slightly slowing down but not before it speeds up again.

"He's a mutual friend and still heartbroken from his last girlfriend whom I'm pretty sure you know well," Alvin said with a smirk and JJ looked at him.

"Who's your partner, Alvin?"

It was silent for several moments before the man tilted his head to the side. "He wants me to make sure you aren't able to move a muscle before he comes." Alvin paused and made his way over to the table.

"Who is your partner?" she asked once more, this time more sternly and after a couple minutes, he finally turned around with a needle in his hand. As JJ's eyes came in contact with the needle, her eyes widened and she struggled to move, trying her best to find a way to break loose.

"He wants you to shut your mouth," Alvin added and he walked closer until he was right next to her. Grabbing her arm, he said, "He doesn't want you fighting while he fucks you."

"No, no, no, please no! Help me!" JJ cried out but it was too late. Alvin had already injected her with whatever clear substance he had and only took seconds for it to take affect but it burned like hell.

The agent's screaming finally stopped as her body stopped moving, going completely limp. She darted her eyes around the room and desperately tried to move an inch but it was no use.

She was paralyzed.

She didn't even feel the wet hot tears falling down her face as she looked into the camera, not really willing to look anywhere else. She imagined Emily there, protecting her from Alvin and whoever his partner was.

"I personally enjoy hearing you scream, but he doesn't. He likes the quiet ones," Alvin spoke once more. "Should we make your friends watch?" He paused for affect, knowing good and well that she couldn't say or do anything. "I'm not one to segregate; they can watch."

JJ couldn't even close her eyes or express herself in any. She had never been injected with a paralytic, but it was right up there with the feeling of rape in the worst things that she's ever felt a d she was about to endure both at once.

"I'll go get him," he smiled as he brushed her hair off her shoulder before turning to the camera. "I hope you all enjoy the show and if you turn the livestream off, I will know and I promise you, I will kill her." He smiled and without another word, left the room to go find his partner.