Gray (Jemily)

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"This is not happening!" Derek expressed as he threw a pen clear across the room. "Turn that shit off now!"

"Calm down, Morgan," Jane said holding onto his arm and he shook his head but closed his eyes and took in a few deep breaths.

"He said he would kill her if we did," Garcia reminded, just as scared.

"Well I'm not staying in here and watching it," the man said before walking out of the room with his hands on his head.

"We've gotta do something," Maura said. "We can't just sit here and watch while she gets raped. Alvin administered a paralytic and I'm willing to bet it won't wear off for maybe another three hours at most."

"Come on, JJ," Frankie said to himself. "You're stronger than this."

***

JJ felt a twitch and she used her eyes to look up at her hand and tried to move her finger. When she saw it twitch, her heart sped up and she was filled with hope.

The next thing was blinking her eyes. She could blink and several minutes later, she could move her legs. Another 30 to 45 minutes went by before she regained full mobility and looked around the room. She didn't see anyone so she looked back up at the chains to find one working its way to breaking loose.

Knowing what she had to do, she closed her eyes and took in a few deep breaths before holding onto the chain and yanking down as hard as she could. It didn't budge so she repeated her actions a few more times until she finally fell to the ground, the chains falling around her body with a loud clanging noise.

She groaned as she held her hands up to her chest, the feeling of not being pulled up freeing her yet hurting at the same time. She looked down at her hands to see dark bruising around her wrists.

As quick as could, she made it to her knees and moved in front of the camera.

"I don't-" She cut herself off, her throat hurting as her voice came out raspy from all the screaming and crying. "I don't know if you guys are watching, but Alvin hasn't been back in a while. I still don't know who his partner is and I don't know where he went. I'm going to try my best to give myself a cognitive interview but I don't know of how much help I'll be." She paused and looked around the room before closing her eyes.

"I'm at Maura's house watching Grey's Anatomy. I scream at Izzie for cutting the LVAD wire when someone knocks on the door. Thinking it was Ms. Rizzoli, I opened it and the next thing I know, I'm fighting Alvin." She paused and tried to calm her breathing down before she opened her eyes to look around the room. "Maura, I'm sorry that I ruined your house. I'm so sorry. I should have went to Utah instead of with a friend and I am so sorry."

It hurt her to talk but she tried her best while everyone watched from BPD. Maura felt terrible that JJ felt the need to apologize for something out of her control. She was ultimately apologizing serial rapist.

"After he knocked me out, I don't know what happened or how long I was out. All I remember is a bumpy road. I hear tires rolling over rocks. They weren't small, the-they were large. Large rocks." She stopped to take a few breaths before continuing. "I hear him talking to someone. I'm alone and it's dark in the back. It's like the space a semi truck has, but not that big, It's much smaller, but it's empty and metal. Maybe a moving truck? It's really cold." As she speaks, she holds her hands closer to her body, suddenly feeling cold herself. "He's talking about me but I can't hear the other person. Alvin doesn't have D.I.D or any other personality disorder; we didn't profile that and it wasn't in his medical records so it has to be his partner he's talking to. I'm sorry, that's all I can remember before being chained up."

As soon as she finished talking, the old door slammed open and in walked Alvin with a sinister smile and laugh which made the blonde jump back as she tried to get away.

"So I see you got loose," he laughed, holding the same cattle prod he's used on her numerous times before. "I was wondering how long it would take you. I personally thought you would have gotten out by now but I guess I put a little too much Succinylcholine in your system. My mistake; I'll do it a little less next time."

"Next time?" She asked as she stood up, forcing herself to be strong. He didn't work well with other dominant people and she knew that. She was terrified, but she knew what she had to do to survive. She was in a 'survive now, worry later' mentality and she planned to keep it that way for as long as she could. "There won't be a next time."

"I wasn't aware of your plan to escape," he played along although JJ wasn't playing. "Nevertheless, you're here yet nowhere. Your team can't find you and they most likely never will." He took a step closer and flipped a switch on the cattle prod. "This is like my little sanctuary- I love it."

"You're a real piece of shit, do you know that?" she asked.

Alvin let out a breath that was laced with what sounded like a laugh and he nodded his head once more. "Don't I know it," he said and reached out to shock the blonde, her screams filling the room as she fell to the ground in agony.

"You're not strong, Jennifer," his voice boomed throughout the building. "You're not stronger than me. You're not strong enough to beat me. You're not even strong enough to protect yourself let alone a family." He watched as she slowly got up from the ground and stared him right in the eyes. "I mean, you couldn't protect your dad from the accident and you definitely couldn't protect your mother from cancer. You couldn't even protect Rosaline from killing herself."

At the mention of her family- her sister more so, she let him get closer before grabbing his arm with as much speed as she could before pulling his arm forward and elbowing him. He grunted and held onto the cattle prod tighter so JJ twisted his arm and stepped away from him before using her free hand to push his arm down right at the elbow. The cattle prod dropped but the blonde ignored it, deciding to kick Alvin'a stomach before kneeing him right in the face.

The man just laughed in pain as he was kicked in the ribs which caused him to land on his back.

"Shut your mouth, you sadistic fuck," she said before picking up the cattle prod, a sharp pain hitting her side like a ton of bricks. She reached down and used the cattle prod on him, the man screaming out in pain before laughing.

"Do you think your wife would be proud of you right now?" he asked looking her right in the eyes. "Do you think she'll be turned on?"

JJ dropped down to her knees and straddled the man before starting the punching. She gave him a few good hard punches to his nose before lifting him up by his shirt.

"If you talk about her one more time, I will kill you, right here, right now!" She shouted before punching him again.

There was definitely pain, but all her adrenaline helped mask it while she was going on her rampage.

"You're not going to so much as look at her and if you or your partner do, I won't hesitate to kill you myself," she warned before letting him go after seeing the bloody mess she created. His nose had to be broke and he was well on his way to having a black eye. His face and clothes were covered in blood and the agent wanted to do so much more to him than what she did.

Alvin took this as his opportunity and kicked her off, the blonde immediately grabbing at her side after hearing yet another crack. She was writhing in pain before being kicked again, the oxygen temporarily stopping on its way to her lungs.

"I'll be back," he spit at her before leaving.

She was too hurt to even move let alone try to escape. JJ laid in the floor, holding onto her side as she tried to breathe properly which was a major struggle.

She knew one thing for sure though. She was going to fight like hell to get home to Emily.