idk what is this feeling but im baby right now
im kinda scared
i wanna cry and sleep for eternity
but i wanna be kissed and cuddled and taken care of too..
i got so overwhelmed and distracted by this feeling i stopped writing my chapter midway :(
and i was so excited to update cuz yall really liked the previous chapter...
im scared
and lonely
it's sucks as fuck.
and im the eldest among my siblings :(
im trying so hard not to think abt bad things
cuz joon said love urself
and im trying so hard so love and appreciate myself
idk if im being too dramatic
nothing bad happened today
its just me.
i feel so guilty feeling this way
my throat hurts and i dont wanna cry-
some of yall r super nice to me and thank you sm btw
and idk why cant i feel happiness right now
i feel super guilty that im not happy..
thank you for loving me.
