Mi Amor (Completed)

Epilogue

A voice woke me up from sleeping.

"Hey, hon. You're crying again." My husband says after seeing me opened my eyes.

Bumangon ako at umupo sa kama. I dreamed of it again. I can feel my heart aching. Hanggang ngayon masakit pa rin, hanggang nagyon mahal ko pa rin siya.

"You dreamed of him again?" He softly asked.

I smiled and nodded. He knows him. Of course, I promise myself to be honest to the one who'll be with me after him. He knows how much I love him, how I'm still inlove with him.

"Ang hirap pala ano, ang hirap kumalaban ng patay. Hindi ko pa rin matalo hanggang ngayon." He joked but I know deep inside him, he mean that.

"I love you, Aaron." I really love him. I really do.

"But you love him more." He said while smiling.

I pursed my lips. Hindi ako nakasagot. Totoo naman kasi.

"Do you want to visit him?" He sweetly asked.

I looked at him and smiled. I hugged him tightly and nodded.

"Thank you." I whispered. "Thank you for loving me, thank you for always understanding me."

7 years had passed. He's gone. But in my heart and mind, he's not. Nanatili siya sa puso't isip ko. May iba mang nakapasok, lamang pa rin siya. I know I'm being unfair on my husband but that's what I'm truly feeling. Hindi naman ako pwedeng magsinungaling dahil mas lalong magiging unfair iyon sa kanya.

I look at his tombstone and smile.

I can still feel all the emotuons he made me feel in the past. Hindi naman nawala. Masakit pa rin, but there's someone in my life now who made me forget the pain. Who love me wholy even if I can love him fully.

"I'm happy now, mi amor. Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for everything. I think it's time to let go of you completely. I don't want to be unfair on him. You know, I love him too."

I look up and smiled. "I'll still visit you here often. I won't forget you, I don't think I can. But I'll give my heart fully on him now. Mananatili ka naman dito, but I'll give him what he deserves. I love you so damn much, mi amor. For the second time... good bye."

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