Chapter 19

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"What is it?" Jungkook asked me. I told Jungkook I had to talk to him privately so I dragged him up stairs to one of the rooms. We were currently inside the room and I was about to tell Jungkook my thoughts and how I feel. With one last sigh I began to speak. "Look please don't take anything I say personally.....Ok so ummm I am really getting tired and annoyed about everything. You won't tell me anything none of you tell me anything and you always let me have to find out myself, which pisses me of so much I am part of your team but none of you trust me to tell me what the fuck is going on. Also I feel like I'm treated like shit cause all you guys do is tell me 'go there' 'do this' 'don't do that' and I'm tired of it I just want to feel free for once but you all treat me like a piece of paper throwing me around and using me." Once everything you buried inside was out you felt like a weight was lifted off of your shoulders. Jungkook stood their silently trying to see how he can answer you back.

"Ok, I understand but the reason we are doing all of that is to protect you. Y/n you have no idea how special you are. You have a very strong gift and if you fall into the wrong hands the world might come to a end." Jungkook said worriedly, you felt pist but at the same time happy that he was trying to protect you.

"But that doesn't give you a reason not to tell me, you can protect me but also tell me. I don't understand how is the truth suppose to hurt me, I'm sure I'll be able to take it." Jungkook was silent once again. Sighing you could tell he tried not to say anything to offend you. "I know.....I know it doesn't but just...just please trust me." Jungkook pleaded silently as his voice cracked making your heart sink."I-" that's all you could say as you started to hug him tightly laying your head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry." You whispered to him rapping your arms around his waist more tightly. You felt guilty and angry but not at Jungkook you were mad at yourself how could you be so cold towards him when he was only trying to protect you. Jungkook started stroking your hair as he planted a kiss on your forehead. "Don't apologize you didn't do anything wrong."

All you could do was close your eyes enjoying his embrace somehow he always managed to calm you down and chase all your problems away by just hugging or smiling at you. You were afraid that you were starting to fall for him. "Thank you." You said into the hug not wanting him to ever let you go, you just wanted to stay like this forever....if only you could. Jungkook pulled away making you pout you felt empty again without him hugging you but, the emptiness went away as soon as he chuckled at you pouting and placed a kiss on your forehead again. "Y/n I would love to hug you all day but we have problems we have to fix." Jungkook smiled one last time before leaving the room. You just stood their cold and empty. Falling on your knees you laid on the ground letting tears free. You felt horrible it was a feeling you never felt before it was a feeling that drained your energy, it made you feel weak and useless like you weren't loved. Crying you screamed into the floor. Your heart tightens in your chest as you gasped for air. You felt like you were about to die when all of the sudden two pairs of arms pulled you up and hugged you tightly. You were to broken and weak to look up to see you it was. "It's OK...your OK." It was an unfamiliar voice you didn't regonize it but you couldn't careless it felt great that someone was holding you, you haven't had comfort since your mom past away.

~After a few minutes ~

You fell asleep in the strangers arms, it didn't take long before you woke up again. Rubbing your eyes you saw that you were laying on the bed but the person was still holding you. Out of curiosity you turned around to see a black haired boy, he had slightly chubby cheeks with a sharp jawline and plump lips. His lips looked soft and very kissable. Snapping out of the trans you shook your head trying to figure out what to do. It wouldn't hurt to cuddle a little longer...would it? You shrugged your shoulder and moved closer putting your head on his chest. You felt safe and better but theirs a part of you that wishes it was Jungkook. "Oh your awake." The boys voice sounded raspy, he opened his eyes but failed and closed them again making you giggle. "Do you feel better?" The boy asked still with closed eyes. A small smile spread across your face. "Much better....Thank you..." You said trying to remember his name. He smiled "Jimin. My names Park Jimin." And with that he closed his eyes again you giggle softly laying your head on his chest.

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