The Journey of a Broken Heart

Chapter 55: LAURA

(I might as well link my whole playlist at this point. Not kidding)

I really can't believe what Lynn suggested. It is ten thirty right now so I am in bed. The whole day has passed and I am still thinking about what she said.

Whatever I was thinking she would say this definitely was not what I thought it would be. The fact that she even thought about doing this, about ending her Lynn brings tears to my eyes.

It is super sweet of her and all but she has her whole life ahead of her. What is left of it. My subconscious added and I am really ashamed of it.

Lying all day in my bed made me think of things I never thought I would think about so I made my way towards my window.

The sky outside was completely dark but it was lighted up by the starts and the full moon. The view was really beautiful. I opened up my window so I can get some fresh air. The wind picked up my short hair that had grown up to my chin by now.

I rested my elbows on the window sill breathing in the sweet smell of this peaceful night.

"Laura what the hell are you doing?" George said loudly as he opened up my door.

"What?" I said turning around to face him.

"Oh nothing I thought-"

"I am not committing suicide George," I rolled my eyes at him as he sat on the edge of my bed.

"Of course I know," he said pulling out a Tupperware bowl.

"Mom sent you some soup." He said giving it to me.

"Oh thank goodness I was getting tired of eating the gross hospital food. Give my thanks to Olivia," I said excitedly opening up the bowl to eat the soup.

As I finished the bowl George kept looking at me.

"What?" I finally asked him.

"Nothing, you just look a little... different," he said.

I know what exactly he was suggesting as I have been crying all day long and the lack of sleep gave me everlasting dark circles under my eyes.

"Yeah I know I just don't want to care of myself. I can't bring myself to doing that when all of this is going on. I don't know how Lynn managed to do all of it," I said as my heart fluttered over Lynn's mention.

"Why aren't you trying?" he asked.

"I don't know I am just to tired." I said.

"Ro live?" he said looking at me. I nodded.

"So you are getting tired of this life? You want to die?" he asked.

"Y-yea," I said in a small voice.

"Then go throw yourself in the ocean. You will fight for your survival there because you don't want to kill yourself. You want to kill something inside you."

(AHHHH I love the last part soo much!! Is it just me?)

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