Candy Coated Love-Laughing Jack X Reader ~Completed~ #Wattys2015

That Night...

Your POV

That night Jack and I walked through the hallway and ended at a door I had never seen before. It was black and white with silver all over the door to represent Jack and I. When Jack opened the door I was met with the sight of our room. Inside was a bed, candles, and pictures of us together. Jack came up behind me and hugged me. "You know I've desired something while we've been together."

"And what's that?"

"Children."

At the sound of the word I froze. I turned to him, breaking the embrace. "Jack, why do you want children if you murder their kind every day."

"I wouldn't murder our children, y/n. They'd be precious to me like you are."

"Jack, do you think we're ready for that responsibility?"

"Yes. Please, y/n. I've desired to expand our family for a while now."

"Okay. I guess we can try it."

"That's my girl."

He kissed the top of my forehead and lead me over to the bed. I pulled my hand out of Jack's grasp, having memories of Zalgo and I. "What's wrong, y/n?"

"I-I can't d-do this, Jack."

Tears started to fall down my cheeks. "Why?"

How was I supposed to explain my innocence was already gone, that I had been tasted by the Demon Lord? I collapsed onto a chair that was nearby and I let the tears flow. These weren't just tears from the memory of Zalgo and I, it was also from other memories. Memories of Rhianna and I when we were normal, the first time Jack kidnapped me and kissed me, the Carnival, when I first kissed Jack on my own, learning the truth about myself, my first kill, Zalgo and my wedding, when we did it, when I died, when I came back to life, Jack proposing to me, and now our wedding. I held my hands up to my eyes, covering them so I wouldn't have to stare into Jack's. I heard Jack's footsteps come over and then felt his hands remove mine from my face. I didn't look up at him but Jack took one of his hands and tipped my chin up. I saw Jack was squatting in front of me with a concerned but sad expression on his face. "Y/n, what's wrong? I need to know so I can try and fix it."

"It's just that...that...that"

"That what?"

More tears spilled down my cheeks as I said "Zalgo took away my innocence and that's how we had Terimere."

Jack's eyes seemed to grow a more glassy, angered look to them. "I tried to stop him but Zalgo forced me into it. I let you down."

"You did not let me down, y/n. You tried to regain your freedom but Zalgo was too powerful to escape. Is that why you're uneasy about us having children?"

I nodded. "Oh, y/n. If I had only known then I wouldn't push you into it."

"It's fine, Jack. I think I just need to get it off my chest that's all."

I blinked back the rest of my tears, trying to regain composure. Jack put a hand on my shoulder and said "Y/n, are you sure you want to go through with this? We don't have to if you don't want to."

"It's fine and I'm okay."

"You sure?"

"Yep."

He took my hand and led me over to the bed. Let's just say we got each other out our clothes and layed naked in bed, kissing. That night was very eventful for the both of us and soon the thought of Zalgo escaped my mind completely. I was now snuggled against LJ thinking about our little clown babies that would probably be born the next day.