Mr Hegarty, My Love

Chapter 13

I spent all night thinking about what I was going to do to Colin's new boyfriend and some might think I should've just left Colin to be happy but I knew he would've been happier with me. I had no idea what I was going to do so I decided I would try and get through the day without looking like I was coming up with a master plan. I was quite good at doing that so it wasn't too hard for me.

I walked into the lunch hall and tried to sit next to Colin but the greasy rat boy kicked me out of the way so I sat by myself instead. I was just eating my canned corn when I suddenly cut myself on the edge of the can

"OWIEEEEEEE"

It hurt a lot but that pain was helpful. I remembered! I remembered about Colin's special maths compass that I had hid in my bum. I quickly stood up and asked a guard if I could go for a wee and he asked me why so I told him I needed to take a shit. He told me I could go so I did a non-suspicious walk all the way to the toilets. I slammed the toilet door and pushed as hard I could...It was very painful. 

"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

PLOP

It dropped into the toilet bowl and I had to reach in to grab it. Having to put my hand in a toilet bowl in a prison was probably the most painful and traumatic part of my prison experience. I still did it though! I was willing to do anything for Colin. I dried the compass and held it in the palm of my hand whilst walking back to the lunch hall, I knew exactly what I had to do.

I ran as fast as I could, held the compass above my head and then I forcefully brought my hand down and into was supposed to be greasy rat boy's jugular... It wasn't his. It was Colin's...

"Colin, baby, I'm so sorry. Stay with us I didn't mean to hurt you. I was going for greasy rat boy's neck but for some reason, you stepped in front of him."

"I stepped in front of him because of something called love, Farquaad. I could explain what that is but you still wouldn't get it."

Those words hurt more than the throbbing pain that was in my bum. I was in love with Colin... I had held hands with him and if that isn't love then I don't know what is. I was so angry and hurt and confused- the hurt being physical as well as emotional. The greasy rat boy was crying real tears as he tried to stop the bleeding but I already knew it was too late for Colin.

The last thing I heard from Colin was:

"You fat ginger nonce."

After hearing those words I started crying uncontrollably and I ended up choking on my tears and then I passed out.

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