Perfectly Wrong | S.M

Sixteen

Perfectly Wrong | S.M
Chapter: Sixteen
Layla

The next two weeks i just spent it mostly in bed. I missed out on a lot of Christmas activities with my family, i tried my best to avoid everyone but it didn't always work.

The pain i feel is so different to the pain i felt with Shawn. With Shawn it was different i was heartbroken but he left me and gave me hope that he was coming back for me and with Brandon he just broke up with me and made it clear it that that was it. This was my first serious relationship and i never expected it to end this way.

I snap out of my thoughts to the cars beeping at me waiting for me to go, so i do. My phone rings and i answer it putting it on speaker without looking at caller ID i just answer it. "Hello" I say weakly.

"You finally picked up" I hear Shawn's voice echo through the speakers of my car.

This is it, the exact phone call i have been dreading, i was going to have to talk to him eventually. What happened was not Shawn's fault, but apart of me wishes that he wasn't there that day because if he wasn' there is about a sixty percent chance that me and Brandon would still be together now.

I clear my throat. "I just needed to be alone. It was nothing against you Shawn, i didn't want see or hear from anyone apart from Brandon" I confess. I can feel the tears starting to build up, i hold them back and keep my eyes on the road.

I can hear him breathing through the phone. "And has he called or texted you?" He asks.

"No" I admit my voice becoming quiet again. I watch as someone cuts in front of me. "But you just cut in front of me. Where are you going?" I question curiously.

I hear him chuckle. "I didn't even know you were in your car, sorry" I can almost feel his smile.

I smile. "It's alright, but where are you going then?" I question again since he didn't answer my questions last time. I pull into my neighbourhood and see that Shawn is a few cats ahead of me. "Are you meet Liam at my house?" I ask.

"I was coming to visit you, i brought snacks" He tells me.

I sign quietly. "Shawn, I've been out all day i really just want to be alone for a bit" I explain to him. I pull up into my driveway as he parks on the street.

He gets out of his car and quickly helps me grab my shopping. "Looks like you're stuck with me, sorry" He smiles at me.

I open the front door and Shawn brings the shopping upstairs for me, i sit down on my bed and Shawn puts down the shopping and sits on my desk chair. "You don't have to stay" I mumble at him.

He shakes his head at me and comes over to sit next to me. "I want to, i want to be here for you and support you through this" He says clearly hearing me mumble.

The tears break through. "I love him, i tried so hard to make him stay" I sob. Shawn lays down and pulls me down with him, he cuddles me making me feel secure.

"Layla, what happened?" He questions.

I didn't want to tell my family what Brandon had done to me or the things he had said to me, i didn't want them to hate him because he really was the kindest person when i wasn't making him angry. But Shawn's not really family.

I close my eyes remembering everything that had happened two weeks ago, i sign. "We we're having problems before the New York thing" I admit to him.

"Would you like to talk about them?" What is with all the questions?

My stomach turns making me feel nauseous. "There was a few problems, he didn't exactly approve of our friendship because of our past" I answer his question, he nods his head as if he already knew that. "He cheated on me with Kelsey so many times that he couldn't even tell me a how many times" I explain feeling a weight being lifted from my chest.