Perfectly Wrong | S.M

Twenty - One

Perfectly Wrong | S.M
Chapter: Twenty One
Layla

I sit on the couch while my mom is currently in London for a business trip and Dylan is with my grandparents.

I watch YouTube as i eat some chocolate ice cream. College can't come quick enough, so i can get out of this funk that I've been in lately.

I found myself sadly watching Shawn's interviews. I missed him a lot and i truly looked forward to seeing him tonight since he lands tonight, for his concert in Toronto tomorrow.

I found myself watching an interview released ten minutes ago, the truth behind perfectly wrong. I clicked it with the remote and began to watch it, i slipped to the part he actually speaks on it.

"The truth behind perfectly wrong is it's about a girl from home, she's honestly incredible but i broke her heart before while i was first coming into the industry years ago. I will never forgive myself for breaking her heart, even if she has" He confesses.

"So how do the lyrics of perfectly wrong relate to this girl?" The interviewer asks.

Shawn shuffles in his seat. "I think there was still so much love there and we began to see each other more romantically, but we weren't officially together. It wasn't the right time and that's why i makes it perfectly wrong. Because she was and still is so perfect for me, but it's not the right time" He answers her question.

I watch the tv in complete shock, there's this pit in my stomach that i just didn't like. I was angry that he put our business on blast like that, it was so wrong of him to not even ask me to talk about the situation first.

"How does the lyrics Every time you say you hate me, but when we're makin' love, you make it worth it relate too this girl?" She questions.

"Well after i broke her heart and i came back home after years, she was of course not ready to forgive me in fact she hated me. So the pain of her telling me she hated me all those times, felt worth it when we were making love because i loved her and i wanted nothing more than to have her in my arms" He smiles at her.

I switch the tv off feeling furious that Shawn would put our personal relationship on blast like this. I got up and put the ice cream back in freezer, the doorbell rang just as i closed the freezer door.

I walk over and opened it. "Surprise" Shawn yells in my face.

I push the door close, but he catches it in time. "You should probably go home to your family" I tell him

He walks inside uninvited. "You saw the interview already" He whispers to himself.

I turn around and look at him. "That's why you came early isn't it? To get to me in time" I question sadly.

He shakes his head at me and tries to pull my body closer to him. "Layla, i shouldn't of said any of that without your permission. But-"

"But you wanted to save yourself before Brandon exposed you or some shit" I cut him off.

He leans his body on the hallway wall. "That isn't true. Layla please stop, we haven't stopped arguing lately and i just can't deal with it today" He signs frustrated at me.

"We both need to accept that this weird unofficial relationship ended the day you left for tour, like you said it will always be the wrong time. So what am i waiting for Shawn?" I question.