What About Me?

The Spot- Chapter Four

Kuroo's POV

I woke up facing Kenma. He was still asleep, which honestly I'm glad he is.

He was upset last night and he didn't really explain why. I know he isn't very "open," I guess that's a way to put it, but I never thought that he was hiding how he really felt.

I didn't know he was going through anything. I can't believe I didn't notice! I haven't been here for him at all.

After high school, I became real distant with everyone.

The only people I ever really talk too anymore is my study partners and my girlfriend.

Her name is Nakio Asami. She's really sweet and I really like her. I love her.

Kenma always seemed pissed when she was around and she was nothing but nice to him.

Maybe he was going through something at that point... Maybe whatever happened is better now, I hope it is anyway. I hope they can just get along.

But, I can't control how they will get along, and I'll just let things be. I get up and go to the bathroom, then I come back to Kenma playing with Mito.

"Morning pudding-head."

"Morning Kuroo, did you sleep well?"

"Yea I did. Do you feel better...?"

"Oh, uh yea, I do. Thanks for asking."

"No problem. May I ask you something?"

"Go ahead." "Why didn't you tell me that you were... I don't know, depressed? Whatever is going on, why didn't you tell me Kenma?"

"Because, you were busy with college and I didn't want to bother you. I thought I was fine."

"Well, I want you to know that I'm here for you and that you can trust me, okay?" He shook his head 'yes' and went back to playing with Mito.

"Help yourself to anything in the kitchen, if you don't like anything in there, just tell me and I'll go get something."

"I'm sure I can find something Kenma, I won't make you go get anything."

"I don't care to, I'd honestly enjoy the walk."

"Well than I can make something then we can go on a walk, how does that sound?"

"That's fine."

I nodded my head then went to go find some food in the kitchen. I looked in the fridge first and found some eggs.

Then I went to the pantry and grabbed some rice. This should do, well I think it should anyway.

I get a pot and pan out and start making the rice and eggs. After a while, I finish and plate the food.

I didn't think I was much of a cook, but it doesn't look so bad. I take the plates to the table and go get Kenma.

He puts Mito on the bed and goes back downstairs with me. I sit down and start to eat and he does the same.

It was kind of awkward, but I didn't know what to say...

Kenma's POV

This is going great. He keeps going to say something then just goes back to eating. Ugh, maybe if I just look down and eat I'll be fine.

"Kenma... how long have you been-" Oh my gosh, really Kuroo?!

"If you're going to ask what I think you are going to, just shut the hell up. I don't want to talk about it because I've been fine lately."