What About Me?

Just Great- Chapter Five

Kenma's POV 

Did I hear him right?! His girlfriend is going to be there? I really want to go, but I can't stand to be around her.

There's nothing wrong with her, well actually- nevermind, but she's with Kuroo.

And I know that's no reason to not like her, but I'm just jealous. She gets to be happy with him, which I'm glad for both of them, I truly am.

UGH- I'm just selfish, wanting Kuroo, not liking his girlfriend for stupid ass reasons.

What the actual fuck is wrong with me?

I just need to get over it, Kuroo will never love me. I've known since the day I started liking him, that the only thing we would ever be was friends.

He's a great guy and he'll make a perfect husband for Nakio or whatever girl he chooses. And I'll be happy for him no matter what, that's what friends do, right?

My God, its what any human being that has a heart would do.

"Kenma? Hellooo?"

Kuroo was waving his hand in front of my face. I backed up slightly qnd shook my head.

"What is it?"

He looked at me with his head tilted. "Are you alright Kenma? You spaced out after I asked you about coming over. You looked kind of panicked."

I shake my head and put a smile on my face.

"Well I'm fine, I was just thinking of what I was doing. Easy for me though because I never do anything. I'd love to come."

Kuroo smiles like a kid on Christmas day and nods. "Alright! Well I'll see you tomorrow then!" He says as he stands up.

"Want me to clean all this up before I go?" He was referring to the alcohol and bandages. I don't know why he asked because he started picking it up.

"No, you go ahead and go. I want to come to a clean apartment." I take the things away from him and go put them away. When I come back, he's standing at the door with his shoes on.

"Bye Kenma! Thanks for letting me stay." I nod and smile at him.

He waited just to say goodbye.

"Goodbye Kuroo. You're welcome here anytime." He smiled his cute ass smile and walked out the door.

I went and locked the door behind him, then slid down the door. I put my hands in my hair and my knees up to my head. I don't know why, I mean I do, but I don't know why I started to cry again.

Wasn't my gallons of tears enough for today?

I just sit there and let the tears flow. I want to stop, but I can't. I want to be okay, but I'm not. I want so much, I'm so selfish. A

s I try and control my sobs, I hear footsteps walk away from my door. Shit-

Kuroo's POV

I had a feeling that Kenma wasn't alright and needed to be alone, but I also wanted to be there for him.

I debated on whether or not I should go back in, but then I heard something against the door. I stood there and could hear him sobbing.

Kenma, please stop crying. Please be happy again.

I put my hand up to knock on the door again, but then my phone buzzes in my pocket.

I look at the screen and see that Nakio texted me. She wants to meet up for some coffee. I put my hand down and sigh.

I guess this is a sign that I should leave him alone.