The rise of a black girl

trapped

It started going downhill when one night I had to stay at home with my step dad and my mom had to spend some extra hours at work and my step sisters went out to a party.

I trusted him and so did my mom and I didn't expect anything to go wrong. I made my self comfortable in the couch in the home theater as my mom wasn't due to return home until another hour. In the middle of the movie he came in and sat down beside me . " What are you watching sunshine?" He asked and I indicated at the screen
" Twilight it's my favorite movie". I said and he smiled and drew closer to me " you know what is my favorite thing ?" He asked looking at me with an innocent smile " no what?" I asked and he lay his hand on my thigh " being with you " he answered and I pushed his hand away feeling uncomfortable .
" What's wrong ?" He asked and i said " I think I am going to go to bed ". He lay his hand firmly back on my thigh and said " Alexia I can take back everything that I have given you and your mom .now I know you may think that she can just leave me , but I won't allow that I have links and if you don't give me what I want I promise you that you won't have your mother much longer ". I felt my eyes filled up with tears and he kissed my neck saying " I promise you it won't hurt . it's your choice Alexia either you give me what I want or your mom dies".

He smiled victoriously at me and began to pull off my dress. He then proceeded to rape me and I cried .it hurt and with each sharp pain that tore through me I reminded myself that I was doing it I was doing it for my mother ,I couldn't afford to lose her she was the only one I had left. He came in my mouth and it tasted hurrible and I prayed that no other girls my age would have to go through what I went through. Once it was finished I ran upstairs to my room and spend a hour in the bathroom trying to scrub the filth I felt off my self , but I knew that no matter how hard I tried I would never get cleaned. When my mom came home that night I pretended to be asleep and she kissed my forehead softly and left and I cried myself to sleep.

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