Mi amor

~14~

Henri was sitting on a chair in the kitchen and I was trying to clean up his face a bit.. But its really hard when you are absolutely pissed at the person your trying to patch up. My hands were almost shaking I was so angry with him. I was trying to be gentle cleaning he cuts on his face but i felt like injuring him some more. And don't even get me started on Oscar. What was he playing at? Coming over to me? Shouting at me? ACTING LIKE I WAS STILL HIS GIRL? NoPe. Sorry Oscar but YOU broke up with me. Not the other way around. And he's mad at ME??? I really hated his guts. And also still loved him. But mostly HATED him! 

~Henri's Pov ~

Honestly, right now I am more scared of (Y/n) than I was of Oscar. She looks like she is about to kill something.. or someone. I was trying not to wince as she was cleaning the cuts on my face, might I add not very gently. I really didn't want to make her more angry right now but I knew I needed to say something soon before she broke down or something. 

I took the cotton pad out of her hand, she looked at me confused... confused-angry. Oh dear. 

"Look I can do this myself, you can go take a shower or something." I said as nicely as I thought was possible. 

"It's fine." She said snatching the stuff off of me again. I sighed without thinking I would get my head bitten off for breathing. 

"So you are mad at me too now?" She snapped. God, I was good at speaking to sad people but what do you say to an angry person? 

"No, I just know that you have been through a lot tonight and maybe you want to go get a shower or something? Or even just have some alone time. All I am saying is that I can do this by myself if you want." I said biting my tongue hoping I had said the right thing. I really felt sorry for her. Everything she had gone through for that cholo and then after breaking up with her he decides to fuck her up some more. I mean there are shitty boyfriends and then there is that. (y/n) sat down in the chair next to me and sighed. She looked so tired. I had seen this face on her before, it made me sad to see it return. 

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be taking this out on you, although it was extremely dumb for you to start fighting with him." She muttered

"It's fine.. I know, I don't know what I was thinking.. I just couldn't stand to see him hurting you more. Just know that whatever that motherfucker said to you that its not true, you are so much more than him. He probably just got jealous because you are actually happy. Unlike him, he is an empty shell." I looked at her. Tears were welling up in her eyes. I noticed how beautiful she was even when she was a bit run down she was pretty. 

"Henri you are such a nice friend," She smiled at me and touched my hand. Ouch. That hurt 

Eternally stuck in the friend zone. 

~ Oscars Pov ~

I sat outside with the homies drinking and smoking like every other night like everything was normal. Except it wasn't. I couldn't believe that (y/n) was already with someone else and I was over here still hung up on her. I mean I had a few hoes but it didn't mean anything, I was miserable. But her, she looked genuinely happy. She looked as happy as she had been with me at first. Maybe even more happy. I had ruined her but that fucking prophet had fixed her. Damn I really failed. I gave up the love of my life and she went to my opps.  I mean at least I fucked him up. 

"Homie cheer up, its you who let her go." Sad eyes said popping the cap off another beer. He didn't realize that that was the problem. I was trying to protect her but I didn't know how much I needed her. She had really made me happy but I couldn't bear to think about her getting hurt because of me again. 

"Damn he's really in his feels." Julian, one of the santos, said. Everyone laughed. I couldn't be fucked with this bullshit anymore. Everyone was annoying me.