A week has passed since I left Henri's and Kali's. I found it really hard to sleep by myself but apart from that I felt better, I mean it's kind of hard to feel worse than your rock bottom. I just really never want to feel like that ever again. I was trying so hard not to think about Oscar, but it was hard when I had to pass his house everyday, or see his car driving past. But I just had to stay positive and know that every day I get a bit stronger and everyday I forget about him a bit more. Henri has been coming over almost everyday and getting me out the house or at least to keep the house clean, we texted all the time too. He has been so kind, I almost can't believe how nice he is, but its refreshing to have a friend that has no bullshit whatsoever.
I have been forcing myself to school, I have been hanging out with Monse and their "crew" but I can never focus on the conversation very well. They definitely noticed I wasn't myself but never said anything, I was glad of that. Obviously Cesar would know that Oscar broke up with me but I didn't know if he had told anyone else.
It was Monday today, I decided to get my life together and wear something else. I looked in my closet, I wanted to wear a dress today. I looked through my dresses, the one I was wearing when I got attacked by the prophet caught my eye. My heart sank, it made me angry that I was still troubled by that, he probably doesn't even remember it and is doing the same thing to more women. I wasn't ready to wear it yet but maybe some day in the future I would be.
I decided on wearing a two piece skirt and top instead. I went on my phone when I was eating breakfast, I saw a text from Henri. I smiled
Henri: Morning :)
Henri: remember to have a good day, and if you don't get your but into school I will drag you!
Me: Don't worry I'm going, and I actually got a nice fit today lmao
Henri: Good because people prolly thought you been living on the streets, smelling all dirty
Me: and I am friends with you for what?
Henri: calm down, I was joking
Henri: But forreal lets see the fit
Me: U sure? It might turn you on :(
Henri: stop playing
Me: okay okay here
Outfit^^
Henri: damnn maa
Me: shut upp
Henri: ur right u look ugly af
Me: I know I'm beautiful
Henri: U wish
Me: Ha Ha Ha
Me: I gotta go now anyways, byeee queen
Henri: byee girlyy
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