Mi amor

~16~

"Henri? Are you even listening?" I asked pushing him off slightly, he was kissing my jaw, but he just started kissing my neck instead. 

"Hmm yeah," He said in between kisses. We were on my bed and he was on top off me, I had been trying to tell him about the party I was having here tomorrow but ever since we fucked he had been all over me. It was nice most of the time but sometimes it felt like he didn't want to do anything but fuck anymore, I mean he was good at fucking so I wasn't really complaining. But at this moment I was really getting frustrated with him. 

"Stop." I said as he was trying to get my top off now. He hardly even seemed to notice I was talking "I'm inviting Oscar," I said knowing that would get his attention. He completely stopped and looked enraged, I could almost see the fire behind his eyes. 

"Why would you want him to come after what he did to me at the races, and did to you?" He looked almost heart broken. He hadn't asked me to officially be his girl yet which I was glad of, but I worried that he was getting too attached, I saw him as a friend... with really good benefits but I know by the way that he looked at me now he thought of me as 'his'.

"That got your attention." I rolled my eyes. 

"Awwe, come on (y/n) I just want to please you. But yes lets talk about the party now, as long as you don't invite Oscar I'm good." He smiled at me. I still was a bit mad at him for ignoring me before but his eyes were like little puppy dogs so I had like him.

"There's no promising that he won't come, if I tell him specifically not to come he definitely will so I'm just hoping that he won't find out about it. I really hope that Cesar doesn't let slip." I lied through my teeth, the truth was I was secretly hoping that he would come. I know that he was quite toxic and mean to me when we together but the other day when he had confronted me at my house.. Wheww! That little taste of him had made me want him even more than before. Even thinking about how he had just pinned me to the door effortlessly made me get a little horny. On top of that I'd been having wet dreams about him all week long. I was ashamed that all he had to do was nearly kiss me and open my door for me to get me falling for him again, well I never quite fell out of love but still. So I would never tell anyone that all I wanted to do was go back to him. And now that I was involved with Henri it would be even worse if I did that. Damn why did things have to be so complicated. 

"I could do something about that." Henri muttered angrily. If Henri hadn't hated Oscar before the fight he certainly did now. Anytime that anyone mentioned his name you could see his body tense up. 

"No. don't do anything. But something you could do is help me set it up. I mean Ruby will be doing most of the food and drink and stuff but if you could just be there or something, help with the manual stuff? Oh and invite some of your friends, I don't care how many I want it to be wild." I grinned, did I sound crazy? Because Henri was looking at me as if I was.

"You aren't gonna try drink yourself to death again?" He asked with a frown. I had kind of forgotten about that incident. To be honest I was only having the party so I could have an excuse to get paralytic drunk, but that would be my little secret. 

"WhAt?? Noo of course not. Why would I do that?? Ha ha." I nervously burst out, Henri didn't look convinced. 

"I will be watching you, plus don't think I don't notice the empty wine bottles in your recycling," He said concerned. 

"Come on now.. You know that's just me and Monse and our wine nights." I thought up quickly. 

"You haven't ever said anything about that to me ever." He said bluntly. 

"Well now I am," I said cheerily. "Anyway, you shouldn't be worrying about that. What you should be worrying about is the fact that I'm going for a shower, and I think you are smelling pretty dirty too." I said licking my lips. He caught on and lifted me up making me scream. He spanked me as we went into the bathroom.