Mi amor

~ 3 ~

It had been four days since I had seen Oscar. I had been at school most and he was busy as well. Plus the more I thought about it, I really shouldn't have even kissed him. Cesar had already shown how much he disliked the idea of me and Oscar being together, and that wasn't even real. Imagine what would happen if we actually got together. And anyway, he hadn't even texted me this whole time. He must have just thought he was getting laid. Typical men.

I had told Monse what happened and now she refuses to let me go anywhere on my own. I'm thankful though, I was pretty much on edge everytime i didnt have a friend near me. I couldn't even imagine what it would be like to actually properly get attacked of even molested. The ptsd must be agonising. I was happily eating my breakfast when my phone started ringing. I picked it up.. it was Spooky's number, I didn't even know if i should answer or not.

I answered "hey," I said flatly

" Hi (y/n)"

" What do you want?" I asked, not even a text all week but he decides to call.

" Can i not call my lady just to speak?" he asked. Lady? I was his lady now?

"mhmm," i scoffed " Lady, when did I become your lady? we haven't even been on a date yet." I said whilst eating,

"I can change that, let me take you on one mami,"

" I've got school, sorry," I said hanging up, I didn't have time for this shit. I was gonna be late.

I walk over to Monse's she comes out her house and we walk to school together. My phone started ringing again, it was still Oscar. Monse saw and just pursed her lips. I looked at her.

" Hey, its not my fault he's calling me." I said

" Was it not your fault when you kissed him?"

" Whats your problem, why do you even care. " I said stopping and looking at her. I was kind of pissed to be honest, shti from Oscar and Monse now, great morning.

"(y/n)! Im your friend, my job is to care about you and frankly I just dont want you to get hurt. He isn't a good guy. "

"Monse, hes your boyfriends brother, and honestly he's not what you would think. I mean if he hadn't helped me that night, I might not have been here now." I said, I didn't know why I was standing up for him right now, I looked at my phone which kept going off. There was a few texts from Oscar, he said he was picking me up from school and taking me somewhere.

"(y/n) he's the leader of a gang, he's not good news."

"Yeah well Cesars next in line to the thrown, so you just wait," I say, she gasps

" I cant beleive you just said that. After all we've done trying to save Cesar, and you are just accepting his fate now? I cant believe you." she half shouted

"All im saying is maybe he doesn't need saving, plus he's already been jumped in, he can't just say bye and walk away. That's not how it works and you know it." I said back to her. She had been going on about getting him out of the gang when he had never actually asked for any help, i mean we didn't even know, maybe he wanted to get into the gang.

" Would you just give up on him then? huh?"

" Monse, everything we've done to try and get him out has gotten him even further in. Give up already. Nobody even asked for your help, especially not Cesar, we just have to support his choice and go with it." She turned around and walked back up the drive to her house.

"I'm done with this shit today, I don't feel well." She shouted as she slammed her door. I was so mad I felt like hitting something. Monse really got on my nerves sometimes. I needed to cool off but I didn't want to walk around alone so I just went and sat on my steps. I decided to pick up on the offer of the date with Oscar, I mean what have I got to lose. I called him and he picked up on the second or third ring.