Hold Me In The Rain

Nervous

The boys and Heidi are getting ready to go live. The music starts and the energy changes. Everybody's happy, full of energy, you never would have known they were all so worried not even 2 hours ago. Meanwhile Bryan is leading you back to his bedroom.

The door closes behind you both and you turn to look at him. His eyes have a different tone to them. Needy, wanting, hungry. You feel the gaze up and down your body. He walks closer to you and reaches a hand out to your face.

"How are you feeling? I haven't asked in a while." He says rubbing your jaw line with his thumb.
"Better now. Everybody's been so nice and considerate." You smile trying not to show how much you want his lips on yours.
"Good. I'm glad you're feeling better. That means I can do this." He says spinning your body and laying you on the bed.

Chest to chest not only does your breathing get heavier, but so does Bryan's. In sync the tension for you both escalates.
"Bryan-" you whisper softly.
He's gazing from your eyes to your lips and back. Over and over.
"Bryan-" you say again waiting for his response.
"Yes." He answers with a raspy but soft voice.
"Please kiss m-" you don't even get the whole sentence out before his lips are pressed firmly to yours.

Your lips part just slightly and he takes the advantage to lightly bite your bottom lip. You let out a soft breath and that's all he needed for permission to continue.
His hands wander from the sides of your head to your waist, up your body to your arms, wrapping the back of your neck pulling you closer. Lips slotting together like they were meant for each other. He pulls away and comes right back. Like magnets pulling you guys closer.

He climbs off you quickly and pulls his shirt over his head, and in the blink of an eye he's back on top of you. His hands find their way up the hoodie he gave you to wear and he sucks in a deep breath when he touches your bare skin underneath. Quickly pulling his hand back out he continues to tease your mouth with his.

You both sit up simultaneously as he starts to pull the bottom seam of the hoodie up you pull away from him and sit back on the bed holding yourself.

"I'm- I'm sorry we don't-" Bryan says hesitantly.
"No its not you. I promise." You say putting your head on your knees.
"Are you okay?" He asks you.
"Yeah I just- I'm nervous." You sigh.
"Why?" He lets out a chuckle.
"It's not funny Bryan." You roll your eyes.
"Sorry. Why are you nervous?" He asks laying himself next to you on the bed.
"I Uhh- I've only-"
"Oh!" He exclaims.
"We don't have to-" he assures you.
"No I want to, just, I don't know how to- like you like." You admit.
"But on the phone-" he questions.
"I've always wanted to try it. And in my defense I never said I actually did it. I just said I like it." You try to laugh about the situation.
"Well that changes things a bit." Bryan says.
"Are you mad?" You ask shyly.
"No babygirl. I just know I need to be slow and soft." He says brushing your hair away from your cheek.
"We can-"
"In time." He cuts you off.
"Okay." You sigh.
"Come here." He says pulling you back to him.

He gives you a soft kiss on your forehead before embracing you close to him. While cuddling next to him he asks what you want to do for the rest of the night.
Giggling you respond with a smart remark. "You."
"Say less." He laughs rolling onto you again.
You stare into each other eyes before he gives you a quick kiss and climbs off the bed again.
"Where are you going?" You ask him.
"Snacks!" He says running out of the room.