wow..... what a fuckin story
i doubt anyone will read this. you've probably all gotten off this hellsite just like i have. and i definitely don't blame you.
it's 2020 now. which is weird, because this story was finished in 2017. and also 2020 is a shitshow.
surprisingly, this is the first time i've reread this story since i made it. which, again, is weird. but also not i guess? idk.
i'm 17 now! i was 13 when i started writing this and 14 when i finished. yeah, i know. it's a fucked up story, especially for a 13 year old to write. and thats on TRAUMA BABEY.
even though its been so long since i read this, and reading it was such a cringey experience i thought i was gonna vomit, it was still really nice to see all the comments. each one made me smile. i seriously can't believe i wrote something that was so meaningful to so many people.
at the time of writing this, this story has 2.22k views. WHAT???? that's so insane to me. OVER TWO THOUSAND PEOPLE have read a story that i threw together while dealing with the worst depression of my entire life. did i have a single plan for this story when i was writing it? fuck no! not really, at least. but you all enjoyed it. and thats way more than i could've hope for.
i don't want dan and phil anymore. i haven't for probably 1-2 years at this point. i actually started to try selling my old shirts that didn't fit me anymore. i'm keeping the tour shirts, though. as much as i cringe when i think of 13/14 year old me, it still holds some nostalgia for me.
i seriously can't believe all you people read this... rather fucked up story... about a pair of real life people. i'm not shitting on you guys or anything, i just find the whole thing wild.
some of you may know me from wattpad, others may know me from amino. but either way you know me, you probably know me as twentydunhowells, or j. well i go by Jay now, so close enough.
i think after rereading this and having a bit of closure with it, i'm not gonna be coming on wattpad anymore. its not like i really did anyway, but i think this is a nice goodbye statement.
if anyone actually does read this, i just want to say thank you. thank you for supporting me during the worst time in my life. thank you for reading something i poured my heart into. thank you for your comments, which 3 years later still make me smile and laugh.
just.... thank you. and i hope you have a good life.
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