Dear Diary,
Its been a week since ive written anything here.
Its been a very long week.First of all, School.....
School has been stressful. Who would have thought that just one week of lectures could be this stressful?
I have completed all my missed projects and notes.
I didnt miss out on a lot of things since its just my first year.Not gonna lie, I don't pay attention to the lectures.
Sigh, the lecturers are either too fast or not audible enough and let me not start on how many students are there for every lecture!!After a particular lecture we have to move as fast as possible to the next lecture so we can at least get a seat...
Its not great standing for an hour arggghh!Its even more difficult trying to write when you aren't even focused..
So I just record the voice of the lecturers and go through my phone while others suffer *evil laughter muahhhhhhhh*That only works when i get to sit in the first five front rolls in the lecture theatre.
Or When the lecture theatre is quiet which is rare so yeah, imma suffer too:)School is School sha...
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Secondly; My friendshipsDamilare and I have been hanging out a lot.
We are always together.His friends tease him about us being together and its always uhm-
Awkward!!I mean he's a cool guy, he is fine die...
But my eyes are still on Claudia and-
Ahem that's for later...Things then became intense.
One of Damilare's friends, Chuks started acting strange.
Not only was it weird, its was just stupid of him.
He's the one I like least in the group.He's perverted and just plain annoying.
The other day while we were playing basketball he touched my ass twice.
The first time was a mistake and I just ignored it but then he did it again.
So i slapped him.He said it was a mistake but I know it wasnt..
But he just smiled after.
That guy gives me the chills and not in the good way.
Ever since he approached me, ive been keeping my distance from the group and I actually met someone, Favour.
She's been in school since last year and she's really cute but shy. I actually like her, she's chill.
No, I don't like her that way.Anywho, I either hang out with her or Damilare, I don't want to be too clingy.
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Then Ahem Ahem, Claudia.
We have been talking a lot lately.
I fancy our late night texts that lasts till one of us fall asleep.My flirting game has improved a lot too. And she spams me with all her cute pictures.
Oml!!She's the cutest.
She sent one particular picture though, showing her cleavage *cough *cough
I stared at it for like 5 minutes straight.Bad things were going through my mind.
May God forgive me.
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Lastly,
Something happened,
I wrote something earlier about another crush...
Well yes ummmm
Where do I start?So ermmm Olamide, Aisha's friend has been coming over a lot lately.
And she always come in at awkward times...increasing the awkwardness.When I described her the first time, I didnt do it well enough.
She's tall and slender with a one sided dimple and pink lips.What I like the most about her are her eyes. They are so brown, intense and glow when the sun is in her face.
Yes, I have been watching her like the creep I am.
It started when she came in while I was dancing in my boxer short.
I was dancing to, undecided by Chris brown when she barged in without knocking.
We both stared at each other, I swear I saw her check me out.
But I'm not sure.She came for Aisha, but Aisha wasnt around so we chatted a bit while we waited for her.
I mean she could have called Aisha, but I wanted her to stay too.Gosh! Her smile is the cutest
Why had I not noticed before??And how she bites her lips when she's thinking deeply argghhh
Bad thoughts go away!It ended quickly when Aisha arrived though.
She just changed and started chatting away with Aisha.After that day;
She would always come to the room.
Its like she knew my schedule.We would talk and talk till Aisha comes.
Arrggghh my heart won't stop beating fast anytime she comes close to me.. Sigh
Its like she knew the effect she had on me.Asdfghjkl
I know for sure I have a crush on her.
But does she like me back?
That's the thing with girls!!Today....
I came in late because I was playing basketball with the boys.
I came into the room to catch Olamide dancing and Aisha recording her.When I came in they stopped for some seconds but continued.
Olamide's gaze was still on me as she danced.I watched her dance hyping her along side Aisha.
They told me to dance with them and we all danced till we couldn't anymore.
After everything I showered and now I'm writing here.
Everything is just so confusing!
Arggghhh
It wouldn't be the first time I'm having more than one crush anyways...I have to go now...
Till later.
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THE DIARY
Ficțiune adolescenți*ON HOLD* The diary of a bisexual teenager through her journey of self discovery.