THE DIARY

ENTRY 12

Hi,

This week sucked, it could have been better but whatever.

My tests went well I think.
I know I did my best.
All my courses are computer based so each tests lasted nothing less that 12 minutes.

Omo!! Who would have thought there would be a huge ass crowd.
It didn't help my anxiety and claustrophobia in one bit.
Although I usually go with Promise, she would ditch me for her friends immediately we got there.

The first day it happened, I almost got lost and I was hyperventilating.
I just stayed put and tried to wait my turn. If I say finding Favour was easy I would be lying.
But thank God she found me herself.
That relief was beyond measure.

Even if I was a bit tensed I did my test well enough.

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It didn't help that I was sick...
Yes this week really sucked...

Olamide and Aisha haven't still resolved their issue.
I mean its been 2 weeks for crying out loud!!

I'm not good with changes and me not seeing Olamide here is eating me up plus Aisha is acting like everything is fine.

I did run into Olamide once though...
She still looks beautiful...
Her one sided dimple, I missed it!
But she looked pale, really really pale.

I guess I looked pale too...I don't know.

She wanted to approach me, but as she moved forward she was pulled back by a girl.
I have never seen this girl before.
Maybe its because I don't pay attention much.

I just know I hated this mysterious girl.
Her interaction with Olamide made me feel like puking...
I think it was just the sickness.
I watched them, but, "the girl" still hadn't noticed me.

And when she hugged Olamide...
I lost it, I couldn't just stay and watch.
I was heart broken in a way.

It wasn't just a normal hug, it was an affectionate one.
The type of hug you give to someone you are about to kiss.

Because we were in a secluded area I guess the other girl was about to kiss her.
I just looked away and walked out.

Haha!! My Anxiety worsened.

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Everything happening was overwhelming..
So I decided to stay away from people.

I think the others noticed...
But they didn't even approach me.
Maybe its because of the tests and all.

On Friday, I couldn't take it anymore.
Everywhere in my body hurt, I had a fever and I couldn't breath well.

So immediately after my test on Friday I went to the school clinic.
It was a long wait but it was worth it.

I was given some medications sha.

Its Sunday now and I feel a bit better.

I'm not exactly excited for next week.

Sigh...
I just want everything to go back to how they were last two weeks.

I have to go now..
Later.