Bullied ..

Bullied ; Chapter 4

Recap ;

Zoë POV -
This Kissed Was Long , Passionate , And Intense . . What Am I Doing ?
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Zoë POV -
I Woke Up With Matthew By My Side His Arms Wrapped Around My Waist . I Screamed . "Woah ! What ?! What Happened ?!" He Jumped . "WHAT DID WE DO LAST NIGHT ?!" "You Dont Remember ?" He Asked . "No , Its A Blur . ." "We Had Mouth Sex ." he Smirked . "WE MADE OUT ?!" He Nodded . Wtf . . "Matt You Gotta Go Home And Get Dressed For The Picture Today With Kian . Dont Say Anything To Anyone . Nothing Happened ." He Nodded , Came Close To Me , Gave Me A Peck On The Lips , And Left . What Have I Gotten Myself Into ?!

That Morning , Kian And Matt Came By To Pick Me Up . I Grabbed My Camera , Cross Body Bag , And My Phone . We Left .

"Im Gonna Take A Few Photos And You Can Tell Me Which One You Like The Most And I'll Edit It ." Kian Glared At Me . Matt Tried To But Couldnt Do It As Well As He Used To . I Started Taking The Pictures .

"I Like That One ." Kian Said . I Nodded . I Turned To Matt And He Nodded As Well . We Went Back To My Place And I Started Editing To Get This Project Done And Over With . I Went Downstairs . "Do You Guys Want Anything To Drink Or Eat ?" "Duh ! Dumb Ass ! We Just Got Done From Walking !" Kian Said . I Looked At Matt . "Yea , Retard ." Matt Said . My Face Went Into Shock . "You Guys Can Check The Fridge , Cupboards , And Pantry To See What You Want . I Gotta Finish This Edit ?" "You're Almost Done ?!" Kian Said With Surprise . I Nodded And Went Upstairs .

As I Was Editing , I Heard A Knock On My Door . I Went To Open It And It Was Kian . Fucking Shit . He Walked In And I Closed The Door . "How's The Edit ?" He Asked . "Its Good . Im Almost Do--" I Got Cut Off when Kian Kissed Me . My Eyes Widen . I Pushed Him Off Me . "WHAT THE FUCK ?!" "What Don't You Like Me ?" He Said . "Light Weight . But You're The Main Person That Causes All My Bruises , Cuts , And Causes Me To Bleed . I Have To Come Up With Excuses To My Mom Everyday , And Its Getting Old . Im Sick And Tired Of It Kian . I Cant Do This Anymore ." I Said Crying .

I Took My Blade Out From Under My Bed And Sliced My Wrist A Few Times , In Front Of Kian . "This Is All Because Of You And Your Fucking Group Kian . do You See What You Cause Me Every Night And Day ?! I Cry Myself To Sleep Every Night Because Im Terrified Of What You And Your Group Is Going To Do To Me ." I Was Balling My Eyes Out . He Was Just Looking At Me .

He Walked Out My Room , Down The Living Room , And Screamed "I Kissed A Girl The Cuts Herself !!" I Was Disappointed That I Even Thought He Was Going To Be Different Like Matt . I Heard Foot Steps Coming Up The Stairs And Into My Room . "Give Me Your Wrists . NOW ." Matt Demanded . I Put Both My Wrists In His Hands . He Put One Of His Hands On The Bridge Of His Nose And Pinched It . "What Did You Say ?" He Asked . "These Cut Were For Him And The Rest Of The Group ." He Looked At Me And Look Like He Was Going To Cry . He Kissed My Wrists And A Tear Fell On My Wrist . It Burned . I Gave Him A Hug . He Stopped Crying .

He Pushed Me Away And Put His Hand Around My Waist And Brought Me Closer And We Leaned In And Started To Kiss . It Was Gentle And Passionate . Until Kian Burst Thru My Room Door And Saw Me And Matt Kissing . "WHAT THE FUCK ?!" Kian Yelled . "I Come Up To Get My Phone And See My Bestfriend Making Out With A Girl That Cuts Herself ." Kian Said

"You Know What Kian , I Dont Like Your Attitude Towards Her . She Is A Regular Human Being Like Us And You Treat Her Like Garbage ? What If She Committed Suicide Because Of The Whole Group ?" Matt Said . "Her Problem Not Mine ." Kian Scoffed . "You And The Guys Need To Stop ." Matt Yelled . "Now Your Defending Her ? No Matter How Mean And Rude I Am To Her She Likes Me And She Knows It ." Kian Said . Its True . . But I Like Matt More . . "She Likes Me Kian . I Apologized . You Didnt . I Like Her , Too ." Matt Said . He likes Me . .
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I Feel Good About This Book . I Feel Like There Will Be A Little More Drama With Alex , Matt , And Kian Later On In The Book .

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