How long can I keep Smiling

Old Memories

I get up from bed and get changed into my uniform, I go to all my classes and do my normal routine, nothing special about my day happened.

So I decided to head out after school, and I went to the park to take a walk, everything was normal until I heard a voice say "Mr Neito, please come with us." I turn to see my oldest butler in my household, Archer.

"Archer?" I ask.

"Yes it's me, follow me Mr Neito, your parents have requested to see you." He says and I sigh and follow him knowing there wasn't any point in fighting him.

What do mom and dad need from a mistake like me? I ask as I enter the limo waiting at the park entrance.

I enter the limo and Archer tells Mr Skilin to drive the car.

The car drives in the direction of my house as I begin to ask Archer some questions "Do you know why Mom and Dad wish to see me?" I ask him and he nods his head.

"No sir I do not." He says as he sits across from me.

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We get to my house and I exit the Limo and head inside going to my Dads office as that's where Archer said to go.

I soon as I was about to open the door, my heart dropped, I felt as if they were just going to yell at me again. I sigh and open the door slowly entering as I saw the figures of my Mother, Father, and My Aunt and Uncle.

I close the door and my dads attention from my Aunt and Uncle turned focus on me "There you are......Neito come here now." My dad ordered and I followed them heading towards the four.

"You wished to see me Mother and Father?" I asked to reassure.

"Yes we did, we got news you were seeing a therapist again, why is that?" My mother asks.

"Well I-I!- Miko caught me c-cutting ag-." I was about to finish my sentence when my dad yelled.

"ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE US LOOK BAD YOU BRAT! When your pathetic sister killed herself it made us look like terrible parents! It ruined our image!" My dad yells red in the face.

"Two years it took for the press to right a good review again for us, and for society to trust us again, WERE NOT HAVING YOUR SUICIDAL ASS RUIN THAT, IF WORD GETS OUT THAT OUR SON IS CUTTING AND A SECOND CHILD OF OURS KILLS THEM SELF WILL BE RUINED!" My mother slaps me and I stood there tears flooding my eyes.

"Honestly Myreen, why are most of your children you given birth to terrible?" My Uncle asks as my Aunt Hyria stood behind him staying silent as always.

Sometimes I wonder if she can even talk.

"I have no idea why Shawn, now....."My mother turns to me "You better make sure no one finds out your suicidal too! And if you do lull yourself make it look like a murder you pathetic excuse of a human." She says and I silently sob as they talk shit about me in front of my face.

"Now leave, your presence is intoxicating and insufferable, and Quit your crying, real men don't cry, only woman cry." My dad said showing his sexist and stereotypical side.

I quietly but quickly walk out of the room, and decided to head to my dead sisters room to just lay on her bed and to remember the small little Happy times we had in that room.

I get to her room and i open the door, closing it behind me and looking at the shrine Miko and I had set up for her, I pick up a tiny head photo of her and another one showing the three of us happy together, as I sit on the bed I remember a time we were in here.

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"Rawr I am the mighty dragon, you'll never get the princess knight!" Miko said as his dragon tails and ears tapped on bounced around.