How long can I keep Smiling

Betrayed....

This is a part 2 to the last chapter of what happened after Monoma was dropped off, btw I just want to tell you guys remember the Kiseichū twins? Just a reminder they are very close to Monoma now, this will have a part to play later in the chapter

I was walking back to my dorm when I heard laughing come from the forest between 1-A and 1-B.

I followed it from curiosity, and what I saw was the Kiseichū twins talking with Kogami "And he says nobody loves him! Hah how right he is!" Tashikani laughs, Kogami joins him.

"Oh how much fun I'll have teasing him with that one!" Kogami grins widely.

My eyes widened and my heart dropped.....they were telling my secrets to a girl they knew I hated.... and someone who bullied me...... why would they do this?!

"I know, I'm so glad you talked us into pretending to be friends with that 1-B freak!" Hiyshi joins in their fit of laughter.

I watched as the two I thought I could trust were betraying me ".....Hiyshi......Tashikani...." I stuttered out, they whipped their heads back to me and Hiyshi scoffs.

"Shit, guess we ain't getting shit from him anymore....." Tashikani grumbles.

"I-I trusted you......why did you betray me?! I thought we were friends!?" I asked them, desperate for an answer.

"Friends?! AHAHAHAHA! YOU HAVE GO BE PULLING MY LEG HUN!" Hiyshi balls out in laughter "Neito it seems you still don't understand, I mean how can you not it's happened to you since your little friend Mesu left you for that spider girl and light ink guy! When you guys were four!" She mocks.

"W-what do you mean?" I asked.

Tashikani laughs "SHE MEANS NO ONE LIKES YOU! Your a narcissistic, cold, annoying, weak, useless, bully! We've never been your friends! We were only just using you! No one wants to be your friend Neito." He explains to me "You're selfish, a crybaby, spoilt, I MEAN NOT EVEN YOUR OWN FAMILY CAN STAND OR LIKES YOU! HOW FUCKING SAD IS THAT YOU FREAK!" He laughs out loud and tears fill my eyes as I run away crying.

I'm weak, I'm useless, selfish, a monster, crybaby, and a bully, no one loves me, not even my own family! No one wants to be friends with me! Die, die, die, die, die, JUST DIE! I told myself over and over again. Until eventually I bumped into someone I hopped I wouldn't.

"M-Monoma, what's wrong? s'il vous plaît dites-moi." Aoyama says and I see the rest of class 1-A and B behind them, with Shinsou and I'm guessing they invited that pink hair girl from support, Mei was her name I think, they'd said they were going out when they invited me with, I said no because I had my family reunion.....

I pulled away from his grip "DON'T TOUCH ME, AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE ABOUT ME!" I yell at him and look away from his gaze.

"W-what do you m-mean?" I heard hurt in his voice when he asked me what I meant.

"YOU DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT ME! NO ONE DOES! SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO! YOU'RE ALL JUST USING ME YOU DON'T REALLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS!" I yell at him and the others.

"Who the heck told you that?!" Kendo asks.

"THE KISEICHU TWINS! THEY WERE JUST USING ME TO GET INFORMATION OFF ME TO TELL KOGAMI SO SHE CAN BULLY ME LATER! BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE YOU'LL NEVER BELIVE ME!" I get up from the ground "APPARENTLY KOGAMI IS AN ANGEL WHO HAS DEPRESSION AND CAN DO NO WRONG, WELL I'LL TELL YOU WHAT JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE HAS DEPRESSION DOESN'T MEAN THEY CAN DO NO WRONG!" I told them.

"Mono-!" Shiozaki tried to speak but I cut her off.

"NO! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! I DON'T WANT YOU TO TELL ME IM LYING, OR THAT IM RUDE! I KNOW IM A SELFISH! ANNOYING! ASSHOLE WHOS HEARTLESS YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE!" I yelled one last time before running off.