jennie felt so tired. not just physically, but emotionally.
she wanted to cry, but she couldn't. her mind didn't feel happy, or content.
jennie wanted to do something, but she felt trapped. by herself. it's like she had locked herself in.
she wanted to address those haters, she wanted to yell at them, scream at them not to judge her. she wanted to prove herself: that she isn't some "lazy bitch."
but she can't. was it the hate stopping her? or own emotions? others or herself? or all?
maybe she was just too tired to do anything. she shouldn't have looked through the comments about her performance yesterday when she knew she hadn't done well.
she didn't want to fight, but she didn't want to lose.
however, deep inside she could feel herself slowly losing herself.
and she couldn't stop it.
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𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 • jennie kim
Fanfictionjennie kim. one of the most hated idols. this is her story. + please keep in mind, this is a work of fiction. #6 in pills : out of 17.1k stories
