Why Can't You Love Me?

chapter four

ALEX'S POV

I smiled up at Cedrick infront of my door.

"I had a lot of fun today, Cedrick." I told him. Cedrick smiled, and nodded his head.

"I did too. Maybe we could do this another time...?" He asked. I laughed at the way he said it, almost like he wasn't sure to ask.

"Of course." I told him. He smiled.

"I'll let you go then. Goodbye Alex." Cedrick said, and started to walk away, but I pulled him back, and kissed him on the cheek.

"Good bye." I said, then quickly opened the door, then shut it. I turned on the lights, and sat down on floor. Please leave, please leave.

I really did have a lot of fun today, exept for one thing, the entire time, I was wishing it was Marcus instead of Cedrick. I mean don't get me wrong, Cedrick is a good guy, but I want Marcus, I can't help it.

I feel so stupid. I need to stop with all this Marcus talk, I'm never going to end up with him, I'm his sisters best friend, and he's on the freaking number 2 football team in the state.

I sighed, I gotta get over him. And that's where Cedrick is going to help me.

I got up off the floor, and went to the kitchen. I looked through the fridge, and saw nothing good. Then I looked in the cabinets and again nothing good, so I went back to the fridge and settled for a yogurt.

I opened it and got a spoon while sitting at the island in the kitchen, and turned on the TV.

Something about a big storm coming from the coast, crap. I hate storms, but I love them at the same time. Weird right? I like the lightening but it scares me at the same time.

I changed the channel to some sitcoms. After an hour or so with that, I got up and went to my mac. I logged on facebook and had an invite to a party this weekend. These people are so stupid, you don't put a party up on facebook or else the cops find out. Wont be going there.

I called Kendal on Skype, and waited for her to respond. I sighed when she finally did.

"Kend-" I started but stopped when I saw that no it wasn't Kendal, but Marcus. "Marcus?" I asked.

"Ah, yeah. Sorry do you want Kendal? I'm finished with the computer anyway." Marcus asked, nervously. How cute.

"Nah if your on, just tell her to go on her laptop, pleeease." I asked. Marcus smirked the sexiest smirk, then said he would.

"Okay see ya." I said and was about to end the call, but Marcus said something.

"Oh wait! Um I don't know if Kendal told you already but my buddy is having a little get-together this weeked. You can um you know come if you want." Marc asked, while looking down at something. I laughed a little laughed and nodded.

"Sure Marc. Bye." I said, then ended the call. After it ended, I got up and started doing a little victory dance. Oh yeah! I just talked to marcus! I sang.

"Oh yeah! Oh yeah!" I sang while dancing. Then I stopped dead in my tracks when I heard hysterical laughing. I turned to the computer and saw not only Kendal, but Marcus laughing their asses off. Shit.

"Fuck me. How much did you guys see?" I asked frantically, blushing. It took them a few minutes to recover.

"The whole thing!" Kendal said, while laughing so hard. I redden even more, if possible.

"Alright, I get it its funny." I said, mad. "Listen, this stays here. Okay?" I asked, in a whisper even though i am home alone.

They didn't say anything, just kept laughing.

I sighed, and relaxed back into the chair.

Fuck me.

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hey guys! I know its REALLY short, but im actually supposed to be doing a project right now! Okay thanks VOTE COMMENT AND FAN