Why Can't You Love Me?

chapter 5

ALEX'S POV

Time to face humiation, school, where I'll be seeing Kendal. Ever since the 'incident' the other night, I've been trying to avoid her. Well, note the trying. She texted me a few times this weekend, asking if I could teach her the moves to my dance moves. My responses wouldn't exactly be appropriete for you.

"Hey Alex." Kendal said, dancing her way to me. I blushed. And walked with her, but faster. We were in the parking lot, trying to dodge Max Curler, aka the worst driver in the state of Hawaii.

"Dude shut the fuck up." I told her while smiling. She laughed, and pretended to be offended.

"Whoa, I thought we had established NO MORE CUSSING."  I had to laugh. She grabbed me by the arm, and dragged me into the locker room, through the door outside.

I looked at her confused. She gave me a concerned look, then looked away from my face.

"Alex, I gotta tell you something." She told me, seriously. She sat down on the bench, and I soon followed.

"What's wrong? Shit Kendal, you got the herpes from Steve didn't you?" I joked with her. She didn't laugh, oh man. "Wait you didn't did you?" I grabbed her hands.

"Okay you can't tell anyone this, but the weekend before school started, we umm. How do I say this?" She mumbled. Oh crap she's saying what I think she's saying isn't she? " Well to make it simple, we had sex." I starred at her.

"Oh my god really?" I asked her, she looked down and nodded her head sadly. I felt bad. "Well why did you wait so long to tell me?!" I asked.

Kendal looked up at me, and smiled.

"Well um, here's the reason, we didn't use a condom."

"What the hell Ken?! Come on Mr. Tomson has taught us how to put one on using a banana like 30 times!" How could she be so stupid?! OH my god. "I'm too young to be a godmother!" I said, trying to ease the tention. I felt bad.

"I know! I can't believe I was so stupid!" Kendal said starting to cry. Aww. "I wasn't even thinking!" I got up, and hugged her.

"Well, have you missed your period yet?" I asked her, blushing myself. She shook her head.

"Not yet. I might not even be preggers." I laughed.

"Only you would use 'preggers' in a situation like this." She laughed and wipped her eyes. I went to my purse and grabbed some tissues. I know I'm such a Mom. "Listen, we'll get through this together, does Steve know about this?"

"Oh my god Alex, you're making it sound like I had sex with you!" Kendal joked, just as a girl walked by, giving us a grossed out look. We laughed. " And Steve obviously know's, it was his dick!" I laughed out loud that time.

"I know that! Plus I bet you're not even pregnant. Did he you know...?" I asked. Jeeze, I feel like this is more embarressing for me than Kendal.

Kendal looked at me like I'm crazy, then suddenly she knew what I was talking about.

"No, he pulled out." Oh god, isn't she just so shy?

"Then you're not preggers, jeeze Kendal, its not rocket science!" Now I was laughing, she literally had me worried for a second! Sometimes I wonder how she managed her daily life without me!

I grabbed her by the arm, and we walked arms linked, to our lockers, that just so happen to be next to each other. We probably sound stupid, but trust me, we pretty much own the school. SUCK IT!

We got to our lockers, and opened them. We grabbed our books while listening to this bitch named Rachie. Yeah even her name is annoying. She thinks she's friends with me, which sucks asssss.

After we grabbed our stuff, we walked to homeroom.

"So did you hear? Eric and Caty brooke up." Kendal said. I looked at her, surpirsed.

"No! They were like the cutest couple!" I said, actually upset. Eric and my older brother's brother were friends in like 8th grade, so we became friends, kinda. Well I mean we would sit at the same lunch table, but that was for other reasons also.

"I know right! I heard it was because Eric cheated on her with Liv at Craig's party saturday." Kendal told me, I frowned.

"What's with men these days? Thinking they can screw with any girl?" I said, while walking in homeroom. Everyone was here, and right as we walked in, the bell rang. Oh yeah.

Mr. Kan gave us an annoyed look, so we smiled.

"Good morning class. Please don't talk, till the annoncments are over." He said. No one ever listens to him though, sometimes I feel bad, but then its like he's really mean so.

I looked over to Kendal who was looking out the door, smiling. I looked over, thinking she was crazy, but saw Steve. Love birds...

I looked away and started day dreaming.

Cedrick came into my mind. Am I using him? I mean I'm not like using him to get my name out there, I'm just using him to forget about marcus.

Marcus.. He's like totally awesome, and hot. The way his hair grows in, blonde, and brown. The way his face is when he doesn't shave in the morning. His hair is so perfect. Short, but not that short.

I hate that stupid justin beber or whatever type hair cut. It just looks stupid. Or the skater hair cut, its too long.

But Marcus's is perfect.

"ALEX!" Kendal yelled. I jumped and saw her laughing."Lets go, the bell rang." She said, pulling me up.

The day went by soooooo slow. Too much drama. The whole Eric and Caty thing was all over the school. I felt so bad for Caty, everyone was starring at her and giving her pitiful looks.

But of course Eric was getting high fives from the guys. What a dick.

But now I'm home alone yet again. I love this, its so fun to play with the intercoms throughout the house. I rap through them, of course I suck though.

I'm doing that now, rapping to some tupac. Stupid I know, but fun yes.

After an hour of that my cell phone rings, Cedrick. I smiled.

'Hey.'

'whats up?' I texted back. withing a few minutes he texted back.

'gettin out of practice. how was your day?" he asked. I smiled.

'boring. how was ur day as star qb? haha' I asked. Then I got up, and made myself dinner. I settled with a burrito.

'haha fun i guess. school is boring.' Cedrick texted while i was putting the burrito in the microwave.

'whoa did you just say catholic school would be boring? haha'

'well it wouldnt be too bad if u were here : )' I smiled. He really is sweet.

'a girl in an all boys school? fun.'

'listen i gotta go but tomorrow the dock at 7?' Cedrick texted. The dock was a resturaunt everyone went to. It was really good.

'sure. bye.' I texted, then put my phone down.

I ate the burrito in silence, doing my homework. Calc was pretty much the entire chapter. My teacher, Mrs. Smith is literallly the weirdest person I've ever met. She doesn't wear a bra, yet her boobs are atleast a D. She's married, let me tell you the rock is HUGE. And she's so mean. There's only about 10 of us in my class, but yet she's such a bitch to us.

When I was finished, I texted Kendal.

'whats up' i texted her, but she never responded.

Which was weird because Kendal always had her phone. Always.

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