I am up the same time I wake up for most of my life but this time not because sleep never came due to my nightmares but due to my uncontained happiness. When Emery curled with her back into me and slept blissfully, I just couldn't stop looking at her, caressing her hair that spilled on the pillow.
She is so beautiful, my exotic beauty, the woman that was made for me to give me a chance at happiness. I still can't believe that the Moon Goddess granted me Emery for I do not deserve her. And I will spend the rest of my life to prove worthy.
She whimpers lightly and stirs, coming even closer and as she moves, I see my dried seed on her. She didn't even complain after I forced myself to let her rest and she slept without cleaning up. And seeing her like this, sated, calm and marked by me, I stir.
I can't hold back, I can't resist, I don't want to stop. I pull her closer and I push her leg to get her open for me. I fall like an entranced man on her mark and she moans in her sleep. Yes, mate, I smile. I let my hands move to her chest and I caress her nipple with my fingers and I feel it pebble.
"Mmm... Jinyoung," she mutters still asleep.
Fuck! I have never been harder in my life than right now, listening to her saying my name in her sleep. If I was uncontrollable before, I am wild right now, my wolf right there on the surface with me. I lean closer, grab my erection and I guide it to her hot depths. When I find her wet and ready, I howl lowly and I push inside her.
"Jinyoung," she is stirring but I don't stop.
I dig my fingers in her waist and plunge deeper inside her. Her eyelashes flutter, her eyes open half-drunken and she turns to look at me over her shoulder. Her lips are swollen by the night we shared and when they part letting out a sigh, I fall on them and kiss her wildly.
I push up enough to be inside her fully and she moans. I move languidly kissing her shoulder. The feeling is so intense, I close my eyes and get lost in her. She is like a labyrinth I want to get lost in and never find the way out.
"Jag älskar dig," I whisper in her ear.
"More," she begs.
"More Swedish or more of me?"
"Both."
I laugh and get closer. I whisper in her ear as we make love. I tell her all I had dreamed of telling my mate before my curse. All I had hidden inside, locked away.
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"Tell me," she says as we lay naked on the bed.
I instinctively shut down the mind-link. I don't have to ask what she is talking about. I dreaded this moment. Like I dreaded that she would leave me once she found out about her cousin.
"I won't leave you, Jinyoung," she read my mind.
"You might."
"I won't. What happened to her?"
“Don’t.”
“I am not doing it for me, Jinyoung. I am doing it for you.”
I look into her eyes. She knows that what happened is eating me alive inside. But...
“Please,” she begs.
I roll on my back and stare at the ceiling.
“Åsa was my twin,” I start and feel the pain deep in my heart when I utter her name. “We were close. She was my little sister. Five minutes younger but still. My baby sister.”
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Kurt Adam"I am your mate," "Doesn't smell like it," I defy him. "So, if you'll excuse me," I try once more to wiggle out of it. "Oh, I beg to differ, little girl," he sniffs me openly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Emery needed a mate to rub in her father's face. J...