Are you happy with her?
Are you happy that you managed to shatter my heart?
Are you happy seeing me cry in front of you?
Are you?
You promised me that you'll never leave me.
You promised me together forever.
You promised me that we'll build a happy family cause i never got the chance to have one.
You promised.
You made me happy.
You made me feel important .
You made me feel different feelings .
You made me.
But all of your promises was broken .
All of the things you made me feel feels the opposite.
All of the things you're now doing is killing me.
All of the things .
Call me martyr.
Call me fool.
Call me a desperate girl.
Call me anything you want.
But this girl is begging for attention
This girl is looking for someone to love her
This girl is trying to find someone who would protect her
This girl is trying to be her best so that someone would stay with her.
I grew up without a mother.
I grew up without a father.
I grew up alone.
I should be used to be alone .
You changed me .
You shattered me
You made me feel that I deserve to be alone.
You made me question everything.
So to the boy who left me broken my middle finger salutes you
