𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙪𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 [𝗷.𝗱.𝗴] ✓

☀︎ | 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒖𝒑 𝒑𝒕. 2

"no, finn. i know you care but it's not your job to get us back together." i tell my friend calmly.

"and i understand that, but look at you y/n, you haven't gone out and had fun in weeks, you don't eat, you're sad all the time, you-"

"finn. stop, please." i say sternly.

finn just looks at me and puts his arms out. despite my anger towards him right now, i walk  over and accept his hug. his arms wrap around me and bury my face in his chest. hot tears stream down my face and sigh. finn's right. all i've done these past few weeks is mope. not only did my breakup with jack hit hard, everyone is talking about it. someone got a video of us literally in the process of breaking up and it went viral. everyone is picking jack's side, everyone is saying i did something wrong even though there's clear evidence it was him. 

basically my life is falling apart.

jack spoke out about it and said that either they leave me alone or stop supporting him, which i appreciate. we haven't actually talked since that video got out so all i've had is finn, quincy, and nick. all three of them of devoted all their time to try and make me feel better. while i love them and appreciate their efforts, i'm not myself right now and i don't think they can fix that. 

"hey guys. y/n we ordered sushi if you want any." quincy tells us, his expression softening as his eyes fall on me.

"that sounds great, i'll check it out. and um, thank you quince. i know you kinda dropped everything to stay with me and i just want you to know you didn't have to do that but i'm so grateful for all three of you." i say, tears falling down my face as i do.

"don't worry about it kid, we're all here for you." quincy says, wrapping me and finn up in a hug.

"what'd i miss?" nick asks from the doorway, his face knitted in confusion.

"just a big, coming of age, heartwarming moment." finn deadpans at his brother.

"aw great, the three of you leaving me out again." nick sneers pointing at us, obviously joking.

i grin. 

maybe i was wrong. maybe they are making me feel better. 

"i'm gonna grab some sushi." i mumble, walking away from the group and punching nick in the arm as i pass him.

while i grab and plate, my phone buzzes. i look down to see what the notification is

jackdgrazer has started a live video !

"this'll be interesting." i mumble to myself, unlocking my phone and going to instagram. 

y/u/n has joined
jack.y/n: OMG Y/N'S ON
jack's.smile: ew not her
y/n.is.queen: leave her alone it was obviously jack who cheated
y/n.is.queen: still love u tho jack 
y/s/n: y'all please get back together !!
y/nandjack: it sucks that the whole time we wanted them together they were and the only
                           reason we know is bc they broke up :(

"so...how ya doing?" jack asks with a small smile.

"i know i kinda disappeared on you guys but i was going through some...stuff. but don't worry. i'm back and better than ever." 

i know he's lying. every time he would try and lie to his mom or someone he would always bite his upper lip and scratch the back of his neck, just like he did a minute ago. i always thought it was really cute...and i still do. 

god, i need to get over this boy.

jack.y/n: ARE U GUYS GONNA GET BACK TOGETHER
jack:y/n: U GUYS WERE SO CUTE PLEASE GET BACK TOGETHER
jack.y/n: PLEASE JUST APOLOGIZE U GUYS WERE THE CUTEST COUPLE
jack.smile: omg @jack.y/n STOP he looks like he's gonna cry!!!!
y/n.is.queen: yeah fr he looks crushed
y/s/n: jack bby don't cry we all love you!!!

"i- i'm sorry." jack says before ending the live.

i sit back, more tears falling down. i used to never ever cry but now it's all i can seem to do. it's getting annoying at this point because i'm the worst at holding tears back. luckily though none of the guys are in here so it's just me and my tears.

you have a message from @jack.smile !

jack.smile
bby are you okay?
i saw that you were on the live and
i know it can't be easy hearing
people talk like that

jack.smile
just know we love you !!
that stupid ship account had
no idea what they were doing

jack.smile
i mean yeah you and jack were adorable
but it's obvious both of you are still hurting so it's 
just plain cruel to nag like that

jack.smile
sorry for spamming bby but i just wanted
to tell you i love you and that all your fans love you !!!

y/u/n
thank you so much bub!!
i'm still going through a lot but all your
kind words have helped so much
and it means so much to me<3

jack.smile
<333

y/u/n loved a message !

the more comments i read about me and jack's relationship, the sadder i get about it. people like @jack.smile truly are putting a smile on my face but it's the people like the accounts on the live stream that make me want to just disappear. 

i know it's crazy, but i want to text jack. 

he obviously was about to burst into tears and probably did judging by the abrupt ending. i just need to know he's okay. i need to feel his arms around me again. i just need him. 

"i'm going out." i yell for finn, nick, and quincy to hear before standing up and grabbing my keys.

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