Beliefs

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This poem is about religion, in a sense. I don't really associate with any religion because I wasn't brought up with one. Lately, I've been thinking more about my beliefs and that's kind of what this poem is about. I think now, more than ever, I want to explore all religions and see which one matches with my beliefs. I hope you enjoy this poem and maybe you relate to it too!


I can say I'm an atheist

Or never know if there's a God looking out for me

But when hard times come rolling in

Like the strongest ocean waves

Crashing to the shore

Why is it almost an instinct to get down on my knees and pray

To someone I'm not even sure I believe in?

It feels wrong every time

To ask something of someone that doesn't seem real to me

Maybe I need hope to cling onto

Like my mother's shirt I refused to let go of 

When I was scared as a little girl

Or maybe it's that I don't want to fully believe

In the absence of someone that will guide me

In the right direction

Like a road sign leading me to my final destination

But either way, I know

When the good times rain on me

Like the first rain after a drought

I'll stand back up and pretend

Pretend like I never knelt down

To a force larger than me



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⏰ Last updated: Jul 14, 2020 ⏰

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