"Finding Him"

Chapter II

I immediately shot out of out of bed with the sentence repeating in my head still consuming me. I walked into the bathroom, started the shower, took my baggy short sleeve shirt off, laid down on the floor and slowly ripped each tape until I was able to remove the diaper. I cleaned up and shot up to roll and set the diaper aside. Eager, I jumped into the shower and let the warm water run down my back as I starred at the yellow rubber ducky sitting on the bottom edge of the shower. This made me continually dwell on the thought of a little of my very own: the bath times, the bubbles, the giggles... I wanted it all.

After my shower I stepped out, wrapped the towel around my body, and walked outside the bathroom towards my room. While walking towards my room I stopped and reflected outside the doorway of the extra bedroom that I had always used for storage. I starred at all the empty boxes stacked up in within in the room and immediately had additional thought flood into my mind. I pictured blue, yellow, or even green walls filled with stuffed animals, boxes of toys, mountains of diapers, and "little clothes" sprawled out everywhere. After a few moments, I turned and continued to walk to my room sorting through my jeans and shirts and eventually I found a black tighter dress that managed to fit and match my curvature perfectly. Afterwards, I searched for my phone continually as I heard another one of my alarms go off under the mounds of covers on my bed. Eventually, I found it and quickly recalled that toady was Saturday, the alarm was a reminder of one of the ABDL photography sessions I had agreed to do for Rebecca prior.

*You see, Rebecca is a great friend of mine who I met through one of the social media outlets within in the ABDL community. We know everything about each other: out past, our dreams, our desires, and fears. Occasionally, when we both have the desire to be little, we have had numerous playdates. Rebecca is 26 and 5'7" with strawberry blonde hair and a lively personality. There is never a dull moment when you are around her and she has always in these happiest of moods with a continual bright spirit. Rebecca is mainly more of a mommy than a little, but when we are little together, I would consider her to be my big sister. Rebecca is a business woman for a major corporation in New York City and knows what it is like to be continually busy. However, that doesn't stop her from continuing in her other passions. She has a little boy of her very own and his name is Kyle. Kyle is also this energetic and bubbly person to be around. He's 28 and 6' feet tall with wavy blonde hair and he is very built, defiantly someone I didn't expect to be a little at heart. He works managing
his own sports training facility but whenever he's home he is Rebecca's shy two-year-old little boy. Their dynamic has always been something I have admired and craved. On occasion, they will switch roles and Kyle steps in as Rebecca's daddy, but those days are very limited because of Rebecca's overwhelming mommy desire. *

I quickly Facetime Rebecca and within the second or third ring she answers:

*The video chat pulls up with her smiling face with her sitting in her home office at her desk*

"Hey Christina? Ready for this promoter's photography shoot today with Kyle?"

"Yeah, I mean... uhhh I have my camera I just need to compile all my equipment together and I can be on my way. I might be a little late!"

*She sees me in the video chat with my hair still soaking wet and my makeup not even on and laughs *

"Yeah, I can see why you'd be running late. Did you have another rough night?"

"No, it was actually something completely different. We can talk about it later!"

*I then hear crying in the background, and I see little Kyle's head peak out over the desk next to Rebecca*

"Umm... Becca? Is everything okay?"

"Hold on one second Christina."

*She mutes the camera as she spins in her chair to turn to the side to face little Kyle and I can see that she is talking to him*