My Brother Was First My Boyfriend And Later My Husband

Chapter 3 (M)

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**Warning: Rape

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But I was still struggling. Although it was in vain, I wanted to remind Gu Yan that I wasn't willing.

Gu Yan didn't care how I defined his behaviour, for him it was probably just getting what he wanted.

"Behave a bit better and I'll let you suffer less."

He said, smiling. He pinned me down with a hand, easily squashing my resistance.

After that, I was stripped by Gu Yan, his other hand reaching for in-between my legs, groping that placing rudely.

I was so terrified that I couldn't stop shaking.

Gu Yan kissed my chest, comforting me: "If you behave, brother won't make you hurt."

When he coaxed people, there was a kind of gentleness in his voice, and its deep timbre could make people's hearts tremble.

"Then don't do this."

I begged him.

"Why not? What am I doing?"

Gu Yan asked me, an indescribable smile in his tone.

I knew that he was teasing me.

I didn't speak again, nor did I respond to any of Gu Yan's movements. He saw that I had given up resisting and set my hands free.

His grip was so strong that he directly bruised my wrists purple. It hurt, but I didn't cry.

Gu Yan lifted my legs and started applying lubricant. His fingers were coated with a viscous liquid, expanding it, making it much more relaxed than the first time.

He said that this was my reward for being obedient.

But it can only relieve my physical pain at best. How could this be counted as a reward?

I gritted my teeth and tried not to make any sound; only to groan when I was entered. Gu Yan hugged me and didn't move immediately, lying on top of me and kissing my ears.

"Be patient, brother promised that I wouldn't hurt you."

My ears seemed to be very sensitive. Every time I felt his breath I trembled.

I didn't want him to continue lying on top of me, so I told him that I was now fine.

Gu Yan grinned and began to prop himself up.

I looked into his eyes.

Clear and sober, without the appearance of indulging himself in lust.

Even though he was invading me.

I didn't know why he kept doing this again and again. If it was just to humiliate an inferior person who had strayed into his world, then the first bloody intercourse was enough.

I shut my eyes close and didn't dare to try thinking about Gu Yan's motives, but my lips were suddenly touched by something soft.

After a few seconds, I reacted. Gu Yan was kissing me.

I pushed him away in panic and asked him what he was doing.

Gu Yan was righteous and confident: "You closed your eyes, isn't that saying that you want me to kiss you?"

Of course, I never had such an idea, and the words he used to refute me were just ridiculous, so I just turned my head and stayed silent.

Gu Yan stroked my thin chest and began playing with my nipples. While erotically tugging at them, he asked, "What's wrong? Can't your brother kiss you?"

I didn't speak.

For Gu Yan, kissing was probably an optional choice while having sex and had no special meaning.

I had realized that I had overreacted, but I didn't know what to do.

Just when I was in a daze, Gu Yan suddenly picked me up.

I was imprisoned in the circle of his arms, and I sat there, overwhelmed.

This posture made Gu Yan go deeper, I yelped in surprise and subconsciously reached out, grabbing his arm.

Gu Yan showed a happy expression, leaning over with his beautifully shaped lips, and started to nibble my nipples.

I couldn't describe the feeling of being overpowered.

I wanted to beg him not to do this, which was too strange for me. However, I couldn't speak.

The fierce impact shattered my reason, and then I started to yell, and then I started to cry.