My Brother Was First My Boyfriend And Later My Husband

Chapter 9

Translator: PastTimer

Editor: PastTimer
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I felt ashamed, but still obediently followed Gu Yan's perverted requests: Put your fingers in your back hole and poke into the violated flesh. Then, fish out the smelly and dirty mucus.

When doing that, I usually stayed silent; restraining my breath and burying my face in a pillow so that Gu Yan couldn't see my expressions...

New Year was approaching.¹ Gu Yan let the other servants in the house take leave, but the housekeeper and Aunt Wang still took care of maintaining our daily lives.

Due to the unspeakable relationship between Gu Yan and me, I always felt a bit ashamed when meeting them. I usually didn't go downstairs, Gu Yan indulged my temper and asked Aunt Wang to deliver all my meals to my room. After a few times, I felt embarrassed because of this treatment and eventually went downstairs to eat with him.

On the day before the New Year, the housekeeper and Aunt Wang prepared our New Year's Eve dinner for us and then went home to reunite with their families. I had no idea how people usually spent their New Year, anyway, no matter how busy everyone else was outside, my mother and I were usually cooped up at home.

After dinner, I went back to my room. Today was Wednesday, not the day of my appointment with Gu Yan.

I took a shower and planned to go to sleep. At this time, there was a knock on the door.

"Boom, boom," Twice, like my heartbeat.

"Duan He, open the door."

I got out of bed barefoot and opened the door, wondering why Gu Yan didn't just break in without permission.

"What's the matter?" I asked nervously.

Gu Yan smiled at me, he cheerfully walked into my room, sat on my bed, and said to me: "Happy New Year."

"It's not Friday today," I said with vigilance, reminding him.

"So I won't have sex with you today," Gu Yan waved at me and gestured for me to come over.

I walked towards him with caution.

Gu Yan hugged me onto his lap and reached into my pyjamas to touch my body.

I struggled and scolded him for being a liar.

Gu Yan didn't get angry and just laughed, not refuting my accusation. The palm of his hand clasped my waist and prevented me from escaping.

Soon, my body felt hot and my struggles began to get weaker.

Gu Yan was good at taming people, I didn't stand a chance against him.

He looked at me softly and kissed my lips with a smile like he was rewarding me.

"You can't put it in," I insisted.

"Alright," Gu Yan agreed happily.

I was hugged by him and we laid down on the bed together. My clothes so far were still neat.

Gu Yan turned off the lights and said to me in the darkness: "Sleep."

Then he gripped my cold feet and told me, "Don't get out of bed tonight."

"Well," I answered him stiffly, unable to comprehend his behaviour.

In the middle of the night, my consciousness became fuzzy and I felt someone kissing my neck.

I knew that it was just Gu Yan messing around and inexplicably felt a bit relieved.

That day, he didn't do anything to me. He just hugged me all night and did nothing more than sleep. His working and resting hours had always been regular, so he was used to waking up early, but I only woke up once it was around lunchtime.

Gu Yan still guided me with my studies when he had the time.

At the moment, his hand was flat against the desktop, while his other was holding a pen and revising the standard formulas in my exercise book.

He had me in-between his arms and the back of my head almost touched his chest.

The warmth of his body and the faint beating of my heart caused me to fall into a daze.

"I can't concentrate like this," I said.

Gu Yan smiled behind me and asked, "Why? You'll get distracted when your brother hugs you?"

I blushed; I couldn't admit it, but I couldn't deny it.

He quickly wrote the last few steps on the paper and released me, he then smiled and reminded me: "Duan He, tomorrow is Friday."

I couldn't help shaking and accidentally poked the lead of the automatic pen into my hand.

However, no matter how scared I was, I still knocked on Gu Yan's door that Friday night.

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Notes:

1- Lunar New Year, Chinese Chunjie, Vietnamese Tet, Korean Solnal, Tibetan Losar, also called Spring Festival, the festival typically celebrated in China and other Asian countries that begins with the first new moon of the lunar calendar, and ends on the first full moon of the lunar calendar, 15 days later.