My Brother Was First My Boyfriend And Later My Husband

Chapter 10 (M)

Translator: PastTimer

Editor: PastTimer

**NSFW (Dubcon)
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"Come in," Gu Yan said with a deep voice.

I opened the door and walked inside without waiting any longer. I felt like he was somewhat pleased that I took the initiative to come to him.

He was on the bed, waving at me.

I didn't know why, I suddenly felt like I was a puppy being called over.

Gu Yan smiled and touched my face. After getting along with him for a long time, I could somewhat tell whether his smile was sincere or was just being polite.

He seemed to be very happy, and although I didn't know why, I naively felt that he might treat me better tonight.

Gu Yan had never let me undress, each time he had to do it.

But this time he didn't move. I thought that he might want to have fun and probably wanted to do it with clothes on.

However, our method of doing it made no difference to me. Anyway, it was all just unethical incestual rape.

I lowered my eyes and waited for the upcoming torture.

Gu Yan smiled, he grabbed my hand and put it on his chest: "Duan He, help your brother take off his clothes."

I know that he was deliberately embarrassing me.

Those two things; passive acceptance and active participation were different.

But I seemed to have no other choice. Even if I refused, Gu Yan would always have a way of forcing me to do what he wanted.

My fingers trembled as I began to unbutton his shirt. I watched, bit by bit, as his body began to reveal itself to me.

To be honest, Gu Yan had a good figure, with wide shoulders, a narrow waist, and beautifully shaped muscles. I didn't dare to look at him too much and even looked away a little.

Gu Yan pinched my chin to prevent my eyes from unfocusing from him and ordered me, "Take off my pants as well."

Feeling both ashamed and angry, I couldn't help but question him: "Why don't you take it off yourself?"

Gu Yan smiled and said in a low voice: "I could, but I want you to take it off for me. Duan He, listen to your brother and hurry up."

"You're not my brother, bastard!"

I finally couldn't rein in my emotions and scolded him for the first time.

"Yes, I'm a bastard¹," Gu Yan didn't seem to be affected by my outburst, his tone of voice was even like pacifying a child but his eyes were without warmth.

I stared at him and my back slowly grew cold, so I finally did as he said.

He wasn't wearing underwear and his half-erect penis was quickly exposed to my line of sight.

Even though I had already seen this thing and let it enter my body, when I saw it again, I still felt some fear and shyness.

It was already at this point, my ability wasn't enough to let me escape, so I simply bowed my head and planned to give Gu Yan oral sex.

But Gu Yan stopped me.

I lifted my eyes and looked at him puzzledly, asking him what's wrong?

Gu Yan pulled me up to stand upright, he hugged me from behind and took my hand in his and started untying my pants.

I blushed, watching as he guided my hands to peel off my lower garments and reveal my green² sex organs.

I panicked and wanted to cover it, but Gu Yan clamped down my hands and said next to my ear, "Good boy, let your brother see it."

I couldn't stand his gentle and erotic tone, my heart was a mess and my body turned soft. I actually lowered my hands and showed him a small part.

He asked me to sit on the bed, hold my knees to better separate my legs, and began to look at that shameful place.

I couldn't bear the torture of his eyes and begged: "Don't look at it..."

He raised his eyes, he looked at me and smiled, his eyes felt very much like hooks: "Why won't you let your brother look at it? It's obviously very pretty there."

I didn't understand why he should look at what men had,³ and judge whether they were beautiful or not.

Gu Yan stroked my thin public hair and reached out to fiddle with the soft organ. I didn't like it, I held his wrist to stop him, I said: "Don't do this, just get it done quickly."

He probably found my expression of bravely facing death interesting. Gu Yan smiled, his dark eyes stared at me and he slowly said: "It can be done quickly, but I want you to beg me for it..."

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Notes:

1- Gu Yan actually says 'asshole' but I changed it with bastard to fit in with the story.
2- Young and inexperienced, not actually the colour green.
3- I didn't quite understand what Google gave me, and just choose what I thought was the most probable one.