My Brother Was First My Boyfriend And Later My Husband

Chapter 11 (M)

Translator: PastTimer

Editor: PastTimer

**NSFW (Dubcon)
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I couldn't help but blush when I heard him say such a nasty thing.

But I couldn't bring myself to beg him anyway.

However, the organ that he held in his hand gradually reacted and began to harden and swell, becoming hot and red.

Gu Yan smiled and asked me: "Do you feel comfortable now?"

I turned my head away and didn't want to answer such a shameful question.

Gu Yan twisted the sensitive glans and pricked the small urethra with a fingernail, making me involuntarily tense my lower abdomen and start dripping precum.

Gu Yan played with the sticky liquid on his fingertips and even smeared it on my glans, provoking me.

I could only bite my lip, trying my best to endure the physiological pleasure he was bringing me.

"Gu Yan, I've already said it, please stop doing this..." I lowered my gaze, thinking of how to escape from his control.

Gu Yan looked at me, his lips curled upwards, "Don't worry, I'm not finished yet."

"I don't like this, it's strange," I told him how I felt, hoping he would let me go.

But he didn't.

"What would you like me to do then? Fuck my younger brother directly?" He said shamelessly, looking at me with his abysmal eyes, "Although that's not a bad idea, brother likes playing with you like this too. Every time you react it makes me want to ruin you even more."

"Stop talking!"

His description made me feel both angry and sad. It was like I was a lifeless toy.

But then Gu Yan suddenly bowed down and took me in his mouth.

The shameful pleasure I felt was transmitted directly from my nethers to my brain.

I couldn't help whimpering and pushed against him desperately, trying to escape...

Gu Yan controlled me so easily.

He smiled and spat out the flushed organ, he licked his wet lips and erotically said to me: "Duan He's so sweet."

At that moment, I almost thought that he liked me.

That kind of fantasy was certainly impossible. For Gu Yan, I was probably just a toy. No personality or dignity, with no right to choose.

I suddenly felt disheartened, I no longer made much resistance, letting Gu Yan do what he wanted.

His mouth was hot and his tongue felt soft, it made me feel comfortable and happy. I couldn't help but get more erect, wanting him to take it deeper. I instinctively ran away from my worries with the pleasure derived from sex.

Although abandoned by my mother because of weakness,¹ I still fantasized about being loved.

I completely gave myself away to that moment, and just concentrated on taking pleasure from Gu Yan.

I hugged his neck, kissed him without restraint, pressed my lips against his ear, and called him my elder brother.

"Brother, fuck me," I begged him, no longer resisting what he wanted.

Gu Yan looked at me with his dark eyes and said: "Duan He, be obedient. Brother will give you everything you want."

On that day, for the first time, I devoted all the love I had to Gu Yan. When I gradually became incoherent, he hugged me to the bathroom and started cleaning me...

When the winter vacation was over, I participated in a mock examination. With the help from Gu Yan, my grades began to improve rapidly, I was almost always within the rankings of the top 50 of my grade. I even once made it to fourth place.

The day they decided to announce the test results was my birthday.

I hesitated for a long time before dialling my mother.

The background was very noisy, it sounded like a disco hall.²

I told my mother that my monthly test results were very good this time, but before I could finish explaining I was interrupted: "Duan He, your mother's very busy right now. I'll give you some pocket money which can last for a while, consider it as a reward from me."

After that, the call was cut off.

My mom had forgotten to remember my birthday, it had been more than a decade, I couldn't blame her.

I looked at the phone for a few seconds and somehow thought of Gu Yan.

When I realized what I had done, I already had dialled his number.

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Notes:

1- In the raws, it was: 'Although abandoned by my mother in this form. I still yearned to be loved''. I tried my best to interpret this, I hoped I did justice.
2- Originally was a party scene. But since it was just a comparison, I figured to make it a disco hall instead as there are different kinds of parties.