Desserted

Jealousy?

Amanda.

Today was Sunday and as usual I would go alone, I couldn't just force Jenny to go. Yesterday was also quite great with the Hendersons, Daisy was just all over the place about her job and so on.

I stood up from the bed which I've been on for apparently ten minutes thinking of how to get up. I finally stood up and went to the bathroom, did my morning routine and then came out.

I laid down on the bed with only my towel and was staring at the ceiling. Andrew had forgotten a file on the table and I was going to return it to him tomorrow.

The door to my room opened with a creak and I quickly stood up to see who it was, it was Andrew but he had not yet seen me.

"Oh my God, I'm so sorry, so sorry" he said turning his back after he had seen me.

"Do not, just don't you turn your back" I said to him. I really wanted him out of my sight but my hormones were saying otherwise.

"Why are you here?" I asked him and he turned his back to give me the answer but when he saw I was still on towel he turned back again.

"The file" he said.

"Which, oh yeah yeah the file" I said looking into my drawer then I brought it out and handed it to him.

My whole body was in a turmoil now I was trembling so much on being this close to him half naked. As I took my first step to the closet I stomped and fell on the bed.

"Amanda" Andrew shouted a little bit and tried reaching me but missed to and fell on top of me. We looked into each other eyes like we were lovers, my cleavage was showing and that was so embarrassing.

"Mom" Jenny said from the door and I was very sure that my heart skipped that beat. Andrew got off from me and apologized then walked towards Jenny.

"It is not what is seems like, trust her please she wouldn't do that not without you knowing first" Andrew said to her and then she just nodded then he left.

"Jenny" I called after her but she just left the room and started walking to hers.

"Please Jenny, it's not what you think, it was just a coincidence" I said to her while tears started rolling down my eyes on what she might be thinking.

"Jenny trust me, I wouldn't__" I couldn't finish my statement cause I was saying it in front of her door and then she slammed it on me.

I could hear tears from the other end of the door and I just wanted to hug her and explain myself but I could not cause then she started playing loud music.

I tried calling her phone but she had switched it off also. There was nothing I could do so I went to my room changed into some decent clothing and went to church.

The pastor started preaching on the topic "Patience" and it looked like he was talking directly to me so that made me remember what Jenny said about that word and it took me to the past.

18 years ago.

"Hi Thomas, how are you" I said eyeing the girl and hugging him in a way that she would get the hint that he's mine.

She looked at Kim and they spoke "air language". "Sorry, I didn't know you had a girlfriend, see you around bye" the girl said to Thomas and left.

"What was that all about?" Thomas questioned pushing me away from the hug.

"Thomas, you can't push me in that way" I said in my defense and stared him in the eye.

"And you can't chase all my female friends away" he said back and was about to leave.