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   "Shai do you want to cook dinner?" Yoongi asked.

I turned to look at him  in shock.
  "Cook dinner for you all?"

  "Yeah, but if you're not up for it I'll do it."

  "Let's cook together."

  "Good idea." He replied.

   He wrapped his arms around my waist and led me to the living room where the rest of the guys were.

  "Shai and I will be making dinner tonight." He told them.

  "Shai's gonna cook? Of course I'd want to try her food." Jin said smiling.

  The other guys agreed with him and went back on their phones. Yoongi and I went to his room arm in arm.

  "Do you want me to hold your clothes? You look tired."

  "No, it's fine." I told him holding the clothes I planned to change into up to my chest.

    We walked into to the room and he locked the door. He put his phone and the bag he was carrying with some stuff he bought earlier on his bed side table and unbuckled his belt.

"Come shower with me."

  I looked up at him silently.

"Shower with you?"

"Yeah, so we can both leave to make dinner at the same time." He replied.

  "Okay."

  I got up and unzipped my dress, I held it up so it didn't fall to the floor. I walked behind Yoongi slightly trembling. He got in the shower first and started to wash his hair.

Seeing him clearly nude up close sent shivers down my spine. The first time we were intimate it happened in the dark so I didn't see clearly. I wanted it that way because I was too shy and I didn't want him to see me. I had never showered with a guy before so I was nervous about being in the shower with him.

  "Are you okay?"

  "Yeah I'm fine." I told him Taking a deep breath. I was breathing as if I was preparing to go on a roller coaster ride.

"Okay."
   He closed his eyes again and continued washing his hair.

  I released my grip on the dress and allowed it to fall to the floor,  I took my shower scrub, slid the bath door open then stepped in. I closed it and stood behind Yoongi. He finished washing his hair and moved away  so I could go underneath the shower head.

I could feel his eyes on my body. I felt him watching me silently and I noticed how his breathing slightly increased. I couldn't concentrate, I tried to shower as if I was alone but my brain wouldn't allow me to move my hands.

My body jerked when I felt him come up behind me. He placed his hands on my waist and massaged it lightly. The more he stroked my waist with his hands the harder it was for me to stand up straight.

   "Shai, this is what you hid from me?"

"What are you talking about?" I managed to whisper.

He leaned close to my ear and kissed it. He then held onto my waist and spun me around, before he could do anything else a loud knock on his door  startled us.
 
    "Are you guys still making dinner? We are starving out here!" Jhope shouted from behind the door.

I knew Yoongi didn't want to stop, but I did. I was embarrassed. I knew the guys knew exactly what was happening. I looked at Yoongi with my cheeks gaining colour. He looked alittle annoyed, but tried to hide it.

"We'll be out in a minute. We didn't forget." He shouted to J-hope.

   We quickly showered and walked to the kitchen in silence. I knew there was nothing to be embarrassed about because we were both adults, but the thought of people knowing we were intimate made me uncomfortable.