Perfectly Imperfect Life

Oof that's embarrassing (ch 12)

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I didn't expect that my roommates would be a quiet nerd and a tough-looking girl.

their personality is so different from each other, how did they even become friends? not like I care though.

I'm just hoping that they aren't one of those people that like to cling onto me for almost everything.

before this, my 'friends' suggested that we'd all be in a dorm together. but I was not into it, so I turned them down. the look on their faces just shows how much plastic they contain.

I can never, like literally never even find a peace and quiet place inside the campus, so I chose the dorm that occupies 3 persons only.

I hope I can get along with them, I really do but if they're the same as the others then they can f*ck themselves.

since I'm living in the dormitory, my hyper and active side needs to lay low for now. it's not like I'm afraid that my roommates will find out that I have 2 split personalities or something, it's that I just find it awkward.

after volleyball practice, I went to the locker rooms, rinsed my sweat body off, and wore some clothes. my volleyball teammates are the same as the others, so yeah they're also trash.

as I was heading back to the dorms, a group of boys was approaching me, 4 boys to be exact. don't tell me these are 'the boys'. (she's referring to the boys that are head over heels for her.)

"Hello excuse me," the tallest guy said and I looked over at him, with a smile on my face. he had a blonde hair color, I think it's a little darker than the normal blonde hair and eyes that are the color of thin ice, light blue.

"yes what can I do for you?" I asked and he gave me a warm smile. "where is the registrar's office?" I looked at him, placed a smile on my face, again "it's just right around the corner over there." I point at a hallway and the tall guy gave me a smile.

"thank you so much, have a good day." and just like that, they continue on. what?

"what?" I said and they looked back at me, confused.

"you're not gonna ask for my number or tell me how pretty I am?" I asked. wait what am I even doing?

they looked at each other awkwardly, "is there a need for it?" the tall guy asked and I shake my head.

"no! no! there isn't. it's just that-" I couldn't even finish what I was saying and the platinum blonde guy interrupted me.

"Just because you're the most popular girl here in school, doesn't mean that all the boys are simping for you. thanks for the direction, so we're gonna mind our own business now, okay? get lost." every word he said, left me so f*cking embarrassed of myself. why did I even ask that in the first place, my tongue slipped out of my mouth?

how rude of him to say that to me. and the other boys weren't standing up for me. men these days ugh.

stupid Belle, you moron! saying that to boys that have 0% interest in you is like walking outside your house, fully naked. it's embarrassing.

I got back to the dorm room and it's currently 5:23 pm. my volleyball teammates and I are going to eat outside by 5:45 so I better get ready.

I placed my bag on the floor and opened my wardrobe. it's full of long-sleeved t-shirts, hoodies, sweatshirts, pants, jogging pants. no sleeveless shirts, skirts, or shorts. it's sad really.

I'm just gonna wear something plain because today is apparently not my day.

I looked over at my roommates, Ashley's sleeping, and Olivia isn't here. hmm, where did she go? it's none of my business so I don't care.

I wrote something on a sticky note saying that I'm going out to eat with my team. I placed it on Ashley's desk.

I took one final glance at the room before closing the door and locking it, placing the key in my pocket.

I met up with my volleyball teammates and we ate at a restaurant nearby.

"let's drink till we're sober!!!!" they all said and I just sat there, chuckling lightly. I'm not good with alcohol or beers but I'm not that lightweight.

there were all sorts of food on the table. Chicken, ribs, salad, pasta and so much more. tho I'm genuinely enjoying this, I still dislike them.

it has been like an hour, and everybody's drunk. I didn't drink too much since I don't want to get in trouble.

it's already 7:00 pm. I think I should head home, my drunkenness is starting to kick in.

"I'm gonna head home now," I said and placed my money on the table. "get home safely everyone!" I waved them goodbye and they waved as well.

they're no fun, to be honest. always talking about boys, makeup, all those girly stuff. I thought they would be a little mature, but I guess I'm wrong.

I got back to the dorm safely and I heard some noises, laughing to be exact. I opened the door and saw Ashley and Olivia eating at the table.

"Welcome home." Ashley greeted and I gave her a smile. shes so quiet that everyone would think she's mute.

"you reek of alcohol by the way," Olivia said and I smelled my clothes, they do reek of alcohol.

"I'll go take a bath, enjoy!" I said and grabbed my clothes from the closet, grabbed my towel, and went inside the bathroom.

I turned on the heater and the shower. the water dripping over my head starts to warm up and I felt so relieved. "I can finally rest..." is what I said.

I dried my hair with the towel and my body. I don't really have skincare, just some soap that removes acne.

I put on my clothes and went outside the bathroom. they already finished eating, the dishes were cleaned too, and the table. I look over to their beds, Ashley's reading a book, and Olivia is sleeping.

"did you read my note?" I asked and Ashley sat up and nodded. "okay that's good." is what I said and climbed up to my bed.

"aren't you going to sleep?" I asked and she shakes her head. "just one more chapter..." she whispers but I can still hear it. I gave her a smile and lay down on the bed.

"turn off the lights when you're done, goodnight," I said and positioned myself comfortably and yawned. I must be really tired huh.

"Okay, goodnight," she said and I closed my eyes and slept. maybe they're nice.

maybe.