Summer Changed Me

Haha about those 8 chapters...

Sorry right up front
Slight TW(trigger warning) up ahead

I woke up..no pain, no Levi, no mess around my room from our little escapade last night. It was a dream...I checked my phone and the date, it was 23rd of September, the day after the volleyball audition thing I had...

I sat up but laid back down almost instantly as I felt the pain on my stomach, I sat up slowly again realizing it was the beating I got from Jean. I sat there for a while as I slowly brought my knees up and hugged them. I put my forehead on my knees as I started to tear up and cry, that whole thing...Those days of happiness...were all just...a sick dream..a nightmare..my mind boggled up to screw me over..I couldn't breathe, I couldn't calm down, I was having a panic attack, I knew it but I couldn't handle it, I couldn't breathe and I was shaking, my head was filled with doubts, more than usual my heart was aching and my body trembling, I can't focus before....I felt...sick, sick to my stomach...I soon after got up and went to my bathroom and threw up in the toilet, my stomach ached as I threw up what I ate yesterday before it turned into just stomach acid fairly quickly, my breath was shaky as I cried while throwing up.

I heard my sister run up to to my room before I stopped throwing up and heaved over the toilet. She got to me and looked at me "Eren! Are you throwing up?" She walked over and kneeled next to me slowly drawing circles on my back to try and soothe me I guess. "I'm fine..." I stated breathless but before I could say anything else I was cut off "No, you're not fine. You just threw up and you look like you cried from the pain of it. Let's get you to bed and I'm checking your temperature. You're also not going to school that pale, come on." Mikasa really cares a lot and I love her because of it, she's really kind and helpful when needed and she knows how to make me feel better. She helped me to my bed and laid me down before leaving my room.

Mikasa soon returned with breakfast and tea, putting them on my nightstand before checking my temperature with a thermometer. I was kinda feeling rather hot but I thought it was just because of the...nightmare..anyway she said that my temperature was a lot higher than it should be so she made sure I was comfy and gave me the food. I smiled gently at her and she smiled back before leaving after I started eating. Once done eating I placed my plate back on the nightstand and drank my tea which was still warm before laying back down and covering myself up in the comfy covers.

She didn't even let me get out of bed before she had to leave to go to school. I heard Mikasa even call my school so I would be excused from classes today. I was told what to do before she left as well as I got it written on paper. I ignored her half of it and fell asleep soon while she spoke. I was so tired since that nightmare, it exhausted me since I cried and threw up and who knows what else as everything hurt including my head, I couldn't even move from it or maybe it was just me being sick. I wouldn't know..it just hurt.

Time skip

I woke up to my phone ringing, I gently sat up and grabbed my phone looking at it. I was being called by Armin, I picked up and answered his call.

"Hello?" I asked gently, my voice raspy from just waking up. "Eren. Are you alright? You weren't at school today." He sounded worried as if something terrible happened. I chuckled lightly at the tone of his voice "Armin I'm fine I didn't end up in the hospital. I'm just sick with a flu. I stayed home because of Mikasa's orders. I promise everything is fine." I answered him as I settled back in bed laying down as I heard the front door open and close from downstairs. She must be home. "Oh, well I'm coming over to give you the homework and what we did today." Armin stated, I smiled at his kindness "Alright, Mikasa will probably open the door for you." I told him as I talked Mikasa came into my room and checked on me. She took my temperature again while Armin spoke "Alright I'm almost there." As he hung up I heard a knock on the door from downstairs, that was pretty quick, Mikasa gently smiled at me as she looked at the thermometer. "You're getting better." I nodded and then there was another knock before Mikasa left and went downstairs to open the door.