My Short Stories

A World We Live In

You ever just think what a certain place may feel like? For example, hell or heaven. People say they've experienced hell, but do they really? Maybe they're just using the term wrong, or maybe they're just idiotic people who think they've been through actual hell. Heck, even I don't know. What about heaven though? People also use the term in many different ways. Maybe right or maybe wrong. We'll never know until the day comes. 

What about emotions? All of us have emotions, but we cope with it differently. Some try to hide it, either afraid of attacking or being attacked. Others express it to show how they feel or just trying to cause drama. Then we have the idiotic people who say they "Don't have emotion". Yeah, those are the people you have to either ignore, help in some ways, or just hope for the best. Sometimes, our emotions take control of ourselves. Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad. But can emotions change someone just by something so tiny? Yes. Well, in my case that is. 

Let's say you have something so special to you, you'd do anything to keep it safe, clean, away from anyone, whatever! Then suddenly, you lose that precious thing. Scary, right? You'd feel sad, anger, despair. You don't know what to do anymore except to either lash out your emotions on either something or someone. Or you can just keep your emotions inside for a reason, although that's bad. Believe, I know and so do other people too who do that. Now, with that little special thing we talked about, let's say it's something very, VERY, minor. Maybe the thing is replaceable, just an ordinary object you can contain from anywhere. Unless of course, it's special like a hand-me-down or something ancient, then that's probably trouble right there. Anyways, if you were to get so mad about losing something so minor that can be replaceable with anything, will you actually get really mad? Depends on who you are, or how you control your anger.

We live our lives so much, yet sometimes, a few people rather focus on the minorities than what really values most. It's sad really. But who are we to judge if the world is like this already? Sure, we can make a change, but it'll be hard. We let ourselves get controlled over such simple things that sometimes we lose ourselves deep into the darkness. And the darkness can mean anything. I'm sure you can make that change though. I have faith in you, although it is kind of dying slowly, hehe. I just wish the best for anyone who actually cares. Well, if they ever exist. I also wish to just at least gain back the fragments of Hope I once had before for this world. Seeing as it is now, I'm getting tired of standing and helping people. I want to help, but how can I if they keep making the same mistakes?... Well, I guess I just gotta put my faith in God now. Hopefully, everything turns alright. 

... I miss the warm, night, starry skies...

(This was something I made when I wasn't feeling alright in the mind and heart. So if it sounds descriptive somewhat or just a bit saddening, then sorry! Kind of write to help get out my emotions sometimes, hehe. Hope you enjoy!)