Unbreakable Bond | SOPE

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Even though it's already been close to a year since a tragedy struck me and Hoseok, nothing has really changed.

Our house is still the same with just a few furniture changes and the movie nights we have are the same too.

Me and him have even considered buying a cat, I get lonely sometimes when he has to disappear, he never tells me why he disappears but I trust him.

But just because I trust him doesn't mean I don't worry, I may trust him but I definitely don't trust my thoughts.

I walk into the house after a long night at Jins party.

"Ugh I'm exhausted!" I fall onto the couch as Hoseok just laughs and closes the door.

"I swear Jin and Namjoon are perfect together but how can Joon deal with Jin all day, it's insane."

Hoseok just nods as he walks over to me and takes off my shoes for me.

"But I guess that's what it means to be in love, that even if your sick of them, the place they have in your heart heals that sickened feeling."

I sigh as I turn over onto my back and look up at the ceiling. I hold both of my arms up and Hoseok just looks at me confused.

"Ohhhh I get it." He smiles and bends over me as I wrap my arms around him instantly and he picks me up.

"I feel like even though we get closer, something is pulling us away." Hoseok looks at me concerned and I shake my head with a soft smile.

"What I mean is for some reason I miss you too much and when I hug you something in me feels so happy as if what I've lost has been found."

Hoseok kisses my forehead and sits on the bed with me on top of him.

"Maybe your clingy and love me too much." He smiles as I just roll my eyes but smile back.

"Maybe your right, I do love you too much. I just don't wanna lose you." Hoseok hugs me tight, pulling me close.

"You will never lose me, I'm attached to you. No one can break that." I chuckle as I nuzzle my head into the crook of his neck.

"Right because we're bonded." It fell silent, like a long pause.

Maybe it was my imagination, maybe my thoughts were messing with me.

But it felt to long of a pause. "Yes, because we're bonded."

Even though hearing those words helped and made me happy. Something felt off about his words.