unsettled feelings

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unsettled feelings are really on the realm of what ifs and what could have beens
dreaming that when skies are painted with majestic hues
it will be your side profile on my peripheral view
wishful thinking of sipping my coffee on morning dew
then suddenly making an eye contact with you


it was like enjoying brunches and unplanned midnight snacks that can ruin our diets
then we water the plants together
laughing like crazy to some old joke you never failed to crack
pulling you closer as i tiptoe to give you a peck on the nose
of course that includes putting dirt on both of your cheeks
while you look like a dumb kid who got lost on camping
and you start chasing me, hoping i could get caught in between your embrace just for you to put some on my face too



we could have been sitting on a metal chair on fast-food while hands clasp and both gaze fixated at each other
then we could go star gazing while laying our backs against the roof
watching how the universe unfolds its mystery
but still get to thank them for having our paths crossed
we could spot and trace some constellations
just the cold night brushing our cheeks
but our passionate love is burning for each other's soul



that was supposed to be a lifetime for us



but that's okay
i could feed myself more of these delusions
when it felt like floating mid air and alcohol's not taking its effect on me
next time on my fragile state, i'll see you




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