Fucked up: Tiktok boys bxb

One

⚠️There are trigger warnings in the description and triggering topics in nearly every chapter. Read at your own discretion.⚠️

Jaden's POV
I woke up this morning at 4 and started getting ready for school. I gathered my clothes and unlocked my door peaking out. Seeing it was clear I quickly made my way to the bathroom and locked the door. I quickly took a shower letting the hot water relieve some of my anxiety. I got out and dried off quickly putting on some black ripped jeans and a flannel over a nirvana t-shirt. I brushed my teeth and checked the hall before running back to my room. I put on my shoes then got my backpack before grabbing my favorite lighter.

I walked quietly down the stairs seeing Jeremy passed out on the couch surrounded by beer bottles. Jeremy is my mom's boyfriend, neither of them are exactly parental figures. I slowly tiptoed my way to the front door and once I got out and shut it I bolted until I reached the end of the street. Once I got there I pulled out my dab pen and made my way to the park near my school. It was only 5 so I had a lot of time to kill until school started. I sat on the swing and hit my pen til' I was satisfied and put it back.

I forgot a hoodie, it's already freezing out here. It was 6 when I checked my phone so I walked to the school and over to the visitors side of the football field and watched them practice from the bleachers. I sat there hitting my pen a few more times having no idea how to even watch people play football. There is so many things happening in there, where do I even look? The coach blew the whistle which meant they went back to the locker room so that means it is 7:30. That meant I could go into the school and chill inside until school started.

I walked inside and was immediately greeted by none other than Mattia Polibio. He makes my life a living hell at school. He grabbed the collar of my shirt and slammed me against the wall. "I thought I told you not to cross me, fucking faggot", he said angrily. He literally doesn't want me in the same hall as him. I just nodded and kept my head down. He pulled me forward then punched me so hard I fell back into the wall and they walked away. Only a bloody nose, that's alright. I can get over that quickly, I'll be fine. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up before heading to class.

I can go through my day being relatively quiet. Most of my teachers know not to call on me. I haven't talked in years, no one really wants to hear what i'd have to say. When I walked out to lunch I saw Mattia sitting with the rest of the popular people. Including Josh Richards and Anthony Reeves who are openly dating. Mattia is only homophobic toward me. I don't really know what I did wrong but honestly I don't care that much. I used to but I learned to deal with it. I had to since last year I was secretly dating a boy named Chase. We broke up right before he moved so he decided to out me to the school and family. I guess I just don't really have enough will to hate anyone, I kind of just exist.

I continued on to the rest of my day. Once school was over I started walking back to the park but I had to walk past the football practice. This caught Mattia's attention, he got the football and threw it as hard as he can at me for no reason other than he hates me. It hit the side of my face causing me to stumble back before falling down.

I just kind of laid there before a couple of boys came over, it was none other than Josh and Anthony. "Hey sorry, don't know why Mattia even through the ball in this direction." Josh said holding out a hand to help me up. I just nodded and they introduced themselves. I didn't want to seem rude so I held up a finger for them to wait a second. Then I got out my phone and opened up the notes app so I could type out, hi my name is Jaden and I am mute :) . I handed them my phone and watched as they read it. "Oh so, if this is okay to ask, you don't talk or you cant?" Anthony asked me as he handed back phone. I typed, it started as choosing not to but now nothing comes out if I try. I handed it back. They looked up after reading it and I smiled at them. Josh looked to Anthony, "he is precious". I felt the heat rise in my cheeks as he said that. "Awe you made him blush", Anthony said making me blush even more. "Hossler stop bothering my players", the coach yelled to me, my smile faded. "Oh you aren't bothering us", Josh said reassuring me. "You should come hang out with us sometime" Josh continued as he handed back my phone. I nodded and waved as they said bye and walked off.