Emma (ch 14)

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My crush on Tyler has been growing day by day. I can’t stop staring at him in class. I am lucky since he sits in front of me diagonally. I was even caught by Jennifer and had to be teased for a whole day. I guess I should just text him. No no I shouldn’t. Ughhhhhh, why is it so hard?
I am trying hard to distract myself from thinking about Tyler. But that isn’t so easy. He is in school, he is at the coffee shop, he is in my thoughts, so basically all I want to say is it’s hard.
One more thing I like these days is that book that I am reading online. The story is so good. I wish the author just posts all the story once. I even left a comment. I am guessing he is a guy since the story is from a guy’s point of view.
I just read a chapter of his. I love his work. We kind of have the same thinking, I guess. I can literally relate to everything he writes. I feel sort of connected to him. Or am I just exaggerating? I probably am.
I am bored. I finished reading all the books I have. I even reread all my favourites like thrice or something. I went down to talk to mom. I had time today since I took a holiday today. We talked for like an hour, I helped her with dinner, we three ate together and later I helped Marcus with an assignment he had.
I went upstairs, started reading the story again on “@wanderingpapers”. I suddenly felt alone for some reason. Or was that feeling always there? I guess I felt emotionally alone, like when you crave that connection. So, I just texted the “@wanderingpapers" guy. I just wished that he gives a reply.

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