I feel like writing,
But I don't know what to write.
All I really want is to stop,
Feeling like I'm mad.All I want is for him? her?
Somebody to show me they care.
And maybe then I will not continue to feel,
So much despair.Every time I think about it,
It hurts my soul.
Like is it so hard to let me,
Feel like you actually want to know.All I want is to scream,
Let it all out with ease.
But to do that would mean,
That I really let you win.So I'm going to continue to keep it in,
Acting like there isn't but a thing.
Maybe one day I'll fully,
Feel like I'm good truly.At times I get so angry,
Sick and frustrated.
But I'll just continue to smile holding back all my,
Feelings.
-MissB
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PoetryThis is a first hand ride into my mind, hence the title. So hop inside, shut the door and enjoy the ride. ----------- This is my first time doing anything like this so please bare with me. Also I'm dyslexic so might have a few spelling mistakes Ple...