The Baby Project | S.M. Fanfiction

C H A P T E R S E V E N

Ashley's P.O.V:

After we go out of the school, Shawn takes me to my house. His parents go out so he has a house for only himself. Well, for him and me.

He opens the door. I sit on a couch.

"Don't worry, everything will be alright" He sits next to me.

And then it all starts.

He puts his arm around my waist and starts playing with my hair. He is moving my hair away and then he starts to kiss my neck. After that he press his forehead against mine. My lips meet his. And then my legs are wrapped tightly around his waist.

"Baby girl, we don't have to do this, if you're not ready" He says, seeing me not being sure about that. It will be my first time.

"No, I'm okay, I'm ready" I take a deep breath.

Come on, Ashley! You can do it!

"I promise I’ll be gentle with you" He smiles.

After some time, I am so close and wet. I moan so loud, even though it is my first time. I lose my virginity to my ex-bully, my project parter and my boyfriend.

After my first time with Shawn, he cuddles up beside me. (A/N: I'm sorry, I am not good into this things)

“That was amazing. Are you okay?” Shawn asks.

"Yes, everything's fine. Thank you for going to easy at first" I say.

"I can’t wait for the next time” He laughs.

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Two weeks later,  I am sitting in my bedroom. Nervous. I am waiting for an answer if I am pregnant or not. I look at the watch. I should check now. But I'm scared. I take a deep breath and I look at it. Tears start filling my eyes. I am  pregnant.

How will I tell parents? And how will I tell it to Shawn?

So or he didn't use a protection or the condom broke.

I grab my phone and starts typing to Shawn.

Me: Hey, we need to talk, can you please come here?
Shawn: Are you okay?
Me: I will tell you when you will come
Shawn: Be right there!

I am so lucky that my parents aren’t home at this moment, because I won't know how to tell them. But I can imagine their face expressions when they will hear that.

Around ten minutes later, Shawn comes to my room.

"What’s wrong, babe" He asks and sits next to me.

“Promise me that you will not be mad at me" I say, my voice is cracking.

"You’re scaring me"

I take a very deep breath. No, I can't do it! But then I say:

"I'm pregnant" I bit my lip. I start sobbing. "I'm sorry Shawn, I didn't mean to do it, we are still kids and I don't know what should we do. I will understand if you leave me" I say, having tears in my eyes.

"No honey, I'm not gonna leave you. I just don't know what to say" He looks shocked. "I did this to you, so I will take a responsibility of this baby, which in growing in your stomach" Shawn hugs me tighly. "Do your parents know?" He asks.

"Nope"

"Does Kaitlin know?"

"Nope. Only you"

We sit on my bed, thinking about what should we do. We are in a trouble.

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The next week, I tell my parents about my pregnancy. My father is mad and wants to kick me out of the house, but my mom begs me to not do it. And then they start arguing. I blame myself for it.

I go to PE class. I have a justicifacion that I can't do exercises, because I have problems with my knee. Yes, I lie. I have to. But I need to tell Kaitlin the truth, because I can't hide from her. She's my best friend.

Shawn, Kaitlin and the rest of the class are doing some exercises and I am sitting on a bench, sobbing quietly. Suddenly Kaiin comes to me and kneeles down.

"Hey girl, why aren't you training? I asked Shawn, but he didn't answer me. Is everything alright?" She looks so worried.

"I'm pregnant" I say.

I see Kaitlin is shocked.

I wish there was an alternative ending. But there isn't. It isn't an ending.