WARNING: abortion mention and misscariage
Ashley's P.O.V:
"Are you really pregnant?" Kailin asks, nearly yelling.
"Shh, don't be so loud. I don't want anyone to hear that" I whisper to her.
People are looking at us but after a second, they ignore a situation and come back to exercises.
"So Shawn knows..." I just nod. "So what do you want to do with it? I mean you are both seventeen and when you will start showing, you will have to be home-schooled"
"I know. And I hate it. I wish I wasn't pregnant. Ah, if there was another option"
"Do you mean abortion?" Kaitlin looks at me.
"I don't know, I mean, what if this baby died after birth, what if I died? There are so many questions. I don't know what to do" I hide my face in my hands.
"Baby girl, please don't cry" I hear Shawn's voice.
"I think we should do an abortion" I say, looking at him. He gets frozen.
"Ashley, please don't do it. I'm begging you" Shawn cries. "This baby is fruit of our love. I know we are too young to have a baby" He holds my hand. "But we will get this through" He smiles and I start crying.
I hear the bell ringing, so that means the PE lesson ends. I run to the girl's toilet. I see Shawn is running after me. But then Kaitlin stops him and she goes after me.
"Ash, I know you are there. Please, you have to talk to Shawn. He is worried" I don't say anything, just come out of the toilet, where Shawn is.
"Baby girl, I'm begging you. Don't do an abortion. Just birth my baby. I will take it and you will not ever see it again. Our baby has a chance to be alive"
"It's not that I don't want it!" I yell.
"Then what?" He looks at me.
"What if the baby is sick? What if it may die after birth? What if I may die during the birth? What if I may have a misscarriage? TELL ME!" I yell, having tears in my eyes and I run away. Again.
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The next lesson I have is French. We talk about prepositions. Unfortunately, the teacher everytime wants me to answer her questions.
"Où vas-tu après les cours?" (Where are you going after school?)
"Je rentre chez moi" ( I go home)
Suddenly I feel a sharp pain in my stomach. I ask my teacher, unfortunately in French (it will be quicklier for me to say it in English):
"Puis-je utiliser les toilettes?" (May I go to the toilet?)
She just nods. I stand up and nearly everybody starts laughing. And then I realise my jeans are dirty because of the blood.
Oh no!
"Ha, ha, someone is on a period!" Matt says and the class couldn't stop talking.
I quickly run to the toilet. Kaitlin and Shawn run after me.
And then I see a black...
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I wake up, laying in a bed.
"Where am I? What is going on?" I ask.
I see Shawn sitting next to me and holding my hand. He is crying.
"Hey, what is going on?" I ask Shawn but he doesn't reply. "Shawnie?"
Suddenly the doctor comes and says:
"I'm so sorry, but you had a misscariage"
It breaks me. My tiny bean isn't in my belly anymore. It is all ny fault.
I turn to Shawn. "I am so sorry baby" I say.
"Honey, it's not your fault. Maybe it was meant to be. I'm glad that you are not dead. They said that this pregnancy could make you die during the birth" I am shocked.
I don't know what to think.
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